“HEAVEN & HELL” Freestyle Remix
• Written by koolaidman
(Intro)
Yeah…
Caught between the light and the flames
Still fighting my pain
Still trying to change
Yeah
(Verse 1)
I been walking through the rain with a heart full of scars
Looking at the sky while I’m smoking in the dark
Everybody got opinions, they don’t know who you are
They just see the outside, they don’t see the war
Demons in my head every night when I sleep
Memories alive, they be cutting too deep
I was down bad, had nobody for me
Now I keep grinding, putting pain on these beats
Mama said pray when the world get cold
Never let the streets take your soul
I done seen fake love turn people so cold
Friends switch sides over money and gold
I got angels on my shoulder saying “Don’t give in”
Devil in my ear saying “Go get revenge”
I’m just trying to heal from the places I been
Trying not to lose myself again
(Hook)
It’s heaven and hell inside my mind
One side dark, one side shines
Trying to survive while I’m running from time
Searching for peace but it’s hard to find
Heaven and hell, yeah I’m stuck between both
Pain in my chest every word that I wrote
Still standing tall even when I feel broke
God knows my story, every tear, every hope
(Verse 2)
Late nights driving with the moon overhead
Thinking about the words that my grandfather said
“Real men cry too, don’t hold it instead”
But I kept all my feelings locked inside my head
I was lost in the smoke, trying to feel alive
Everybody leaves when the dream starts to die
Had to learn real quick how to fight and survive
Now I’m aiming for the stars while I’m barely getting by
I got trust issues, scars that remain
Still hear old voices echoing my name
People throw dirt but I still maintain
Turned all my heartbreak into gasoline flames
Sometimes I wonder if the sky hears me
If heaven really looking down to see me
I been trying hard not to drown too deeply
But this life moving fast and it changed me completely
(Hook)
It’s heaven and hell inside my mind
One side dark, one side shines
Trying to survive while I’m running from time
Searching for peace but it’s hard to find
Heaven and hell, yeah I’m stuck between both
Pain in my chest every word that I wrote
Still standing tall even when I feel broke
God knows my story, every tear, every hope
(Bridge)
I done seen pain turn love into hate
Seen good people fall victim to fate
But I still got faith even after the rain
Still thanking God every day that I wake
Yeah…
I’m still here
Still breathing
Still dreaming
(Verse 3)
Now the sun coming up after nights full of storms
Heart still cold but my soul staying warm
I done battled my demons, I been mentally torn
But the pressure made diamonds, now a legend is born
They told me slow down, but I can’t stop now
Too many people depending on me now
Used to feel broken, I feel stronger somehow
Turned my whole life into motivation now
If I die young just remember my name
I was fighting through the darkness and pain
Trying to bring light while I walked through the flames
Trying to make music that could heal all the pain
So if you feel lost and alone in the night
Keep your head high, keep holding on tight
Even heaven got scars, even stars lose light
But the sunrise always comes after the fight
(Outro)
Yeah…
Heaven and hell
Pain and redemption
Falling and healing
This my story…
Forever chasing peace…
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About the Artist
koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024