Crazy Pt. 2

Friends ain't family,

I learned that when I lost sanity,

Forgot the concept of reality, put my faith in tragedy,

Found out too late that you can't always depend on those you love,

Some will come to save you, the rest just don't give a fuck,

Once I lost hope in my momma I knew this was gonna be how my life was,

You think "Not even God can save me,"

That's how you operate after goin' crazy,

I'm mumblin' do re mi,

Thinkin' maybe,

This'll all blow over,

But this emotional roller coaster don't ever post-pone shit,

No matter how desperate,

You get to feel like you're perfected,

No matter how relentless,

You get for attention,

You'll rarely ever feel the love and affection,

You think you need to feel once again connected,

But this world will leave you neglected,

Waitin' for your friends to come get you,

They ain't comin',

They'll just forget you,

The day you're out of sight,

'Cause they never saw the raw talent that's in you,

I thought,

The U.D and I fought,

For doin' the right thing, and not,

About the wrong,

But I was distraught,

When they left me to rot,

When I uploaded my first song,

I felt like it was worth it all.