Why?

if I had a hundred thousand dollars but I lost my soul

I could buy a house in the hills but i'd be a washed up tool

Why, well let me tell you guys:

like those sad out of lucks in their bad trucks claiming

fat bucks but they fess up

"I have a house in west brook" where the craven maidens hide jewels and

faces where the races are nothing but empty natives with bracelets stolen

from crazy neighbors, gang bangs and hateful sayers, where ice kills and

Crocodile tears follow people till the night fears and in the night you

hear the crime dear, times near, same game, different mirrors, the terror of little

erica shot in her nice chair while next door dudes celebrate the new year

Police don't want to come to the slums, dear mum, run their coming for me

I was only 3, sold a bag of weed, at four i was at the door,

fucking more and more, till i was sore, five was a jive, six in the sticks with sick

shit and seven going on 11, till she gave and I was in heaven,

eight I went out the gate

till I saw the roaming horde, four for four, bricks chips galore, then the sword

died fast due to the war, welcome to hell, a toast to the sworn

 

He had love, he had life, he gave it up to pump at night

soon he was addicted, downloaded the nameless, got caught by the

Feds and agents because he sought out the age yes

and got life for his brainless activities and cells set

mom's sad, dads mad but his wife is broken

Porn ain't worth it, the wheel of pleasure is a slow road to the land of the hopeless

AI girls and women making a buck, don't pay for sex? half those girls are doped

and bent, paid a worthless check, have covid or STD's, fuck the P*rn industry

give your body to god, dance for the world, build a website and donate to the kids

make music, make art but don't look and don't start

 

I tried, I looked away but H Anime is a different place, a different craze

they're not real, they don't act realistic, they have curves that on a real girl

look skeletal sickness, why you gotta make us whack to that

we're like vacs, Japan's got us fucking fleas trapped

I tried but that's that. still 32 and stuck on the A trac

don't take my sins, don't like my struggle

Porn's a heavy stone to juggle

 

she took drugs at a young age, fired the gun to her brain,

she was insane and her name was sherry lane

she had a bright future and a claim to fame,

her mom was adored and she had scholarships and game but she gave it all up

for a pill named H, now she's dead and her life's a waste, stabbing in and out until she's

frayed, slayed like a spider, went higher, cut open her fibers, no pain as the h was

insider and she went limp like a tire, all out of air, why? cause this world's

fucked and we're all going to fry, say the lying guys

 

Datura is another word for legal murder, a trip unlike anything won't hurt her

are the words of a sir that hates your guts and is further from the friend that

you thought they were, now you're out of breath and cold as death cause you

jumped to escape an invisible threat, to run from the best chance of rest

why sell this shit when all they see is a mess, when you chase the high and

get messed or wake up in a sweat, it ain't worth it gents

 

Cigs are bad but the smell is whack, you see secondhand and think not bad

till you wind up cancerous, lungs jacked and hazardous, it wasn't me, I didn't

smoke any but that's not what the doc sees. too bad, you were only 15,

now an iron lung cause your lungs are done, you smoked out and eat the gun

no fun time to dig your grave you're gone

 

Why do drugs if the cost is your life?

rap music makes it seem like a high but the question

why can save your mind if you just apply the logic

i'm being honest, my aunt died, drinking till she stopped and lied down to quiet

Haters be silent, i'm not being violent, this is a vibrant warning to the easily swayed

those that bang to gangsta without the consequences to face ya, when your wife ends

up fucking men and you end up wasted, when your son takes a hit and ends

up on the news strung out and bit, when you see a crack kid and think its ok

next thing he's dead on the way to the grave, ER, pump but he's grey

These fucking companies don't care if you live but I do: this is from me

to get to you: drugs kill and lives still as moms wail and the ships sail

RIP to those we lost, don't chase that thrill, and turn off that porn, you're better

off with a real girl