I Told You

This bitch asked me to rap, but he never should'a asked,

'Cause it's the wrong time of the wrong day,

I'm mad, 'cause my momma killed her cat,

I miss you, Loo! I'm sorry I couldn't save you!

I'm leavin', Ma, Ain't comin' back!

I put drugs in my ma's closet, she got caught by the cops with it!

This message is for you, Zac:

I guess I should've known my old friend never had my back.

I broke my bitch's heart by tellin' her I wanna be apart!

She cried as I lied about wantin' to hide before I make someone ELSE commit suicide!

(I told you I'd always be there!)

(I told you my life's not fair!)

(I told you they would always care!)

(I told you love could be shared!)

(I told you I would be your friend!)

(I told you they want me dead!)

I don't wanna be who I am,

I hated myself now, like I did back then!

I put my life in this pen, blood in the pool, and it spread,

I don't even know where to find my friends, I asked if they'd be there to see my end,

No response. God forbid one text.

I think I'm 'bout to go crazy! Every where I go there's no safety!

Someone help me be normal!

I've been nothin' but awful!

But you know what?

Fuck it.

If I'ma be this way, I'll stick with and live with the bad names.

(MMMPPPHHH!)

Oh that's Zac with a gun to his back.

He stabbed me in mine, so I'll blow out is spine!

What you gonna do now bitch?! WHINE?!

Runnin' out of time, sweet mother of mine!

Fuck the Teddy Bear that you never gave!

(Bang! Zac screams)

Oh well. I told you, Ma, I guess that'll teach you to parent the next baby, eh?

That'll teach you to keep your guns put away!

That'll teach you not to let me play with it, EH?!

(I told you that I'd be fine!)

(I told you I'd say my line!)

(I told you I'd love you for life!)

(I told you I'd keep you in mind!)

(I told you I'd always be kind!)

(I told I'd never take a life!)

(BANG!)

I told you a million fuckin' lies.