my life

Verse 1)

Yeah, my life’s full of pain, I feel it every day

You know I’ve been out here tryna do it my own way

The sun is steady shining, but I’m still blind to the light

Exponential pain keeping me paralyzed at night

Jesus said the path is hard, but I never thought it’d break me

Never thought the weight of all this pressure would overtake me

How am I supposed to be this holy kind of man

When my mind is screaming at me, saying, "I don’t think you can"?

(Verse 2)

I’m staring in the mirror at a ghost of who I was

Drowning in the "why" while I’m choking on "because"

They say the grace is sufficient, but I’m starving for a sign

Spirit vs. the flesh—I’m barely holding the line

Keep a Bible on the desk and a shadow on my back

Searching for a flicker through every single crack

The destination’s certain, but the road is paved in glass

I’m praying for the peace, waiting for the storm to pass

Yeah, I’m toxicated, breathing fumes of every doubt

But I’m still screaming "Lord" 'til I find my way out.

(Verse 3)

Enough of the drowning, it’s time to start the climb

I’m reclaiming my spirit, one breath at a time

The mind is shouting "no," but the heart is yelling "fight"

Trading out the pitch black for a glimmer of the light

Used to hear the word "broken," now I’m hearing "refined"

Leaving every toxic thought and the baggage behind

I’m a holy man, yeah, but I’m human in the skin

The battle isn't external, the victory’s within

So let the sun shine, I’m finally gonna see

The pain was just the fire that was forging the "me"

I’m walking that hard path, standing on the truth

Finding all the power that I buried in my youth.

(Outro)

Rising from the toxin, breathing in the grace

Looking in the mirror, finally loving the face

The path was never easy, but the finish line is near

I’m moving with the faith and I’m shedding all the fear.

(Chorus)

It’s a heavy road, yeah, but I’m still on my feet

Turning every bitter loss into something bittersweet

I was blinded by the dark, now I’m reaching for the sun

The battle’s far from over, but the victory’s begun

From the toxin to the truth, from the pressure to the peace

I’m finding my salvation in the moment of release.