LIE A LOT by Onyx

My girl really lie a lot

 

These niggas don't try a lot

 

I really just cry a lot

 

My brothers really die a lot

 

My girl really lie a lot

 

These niggas on my mind a lot

 

I really just like to sob

 

My niggas know I gave my life to God

 

 

 

Do this shit like meg & dia, call me a monster

 

My bitch yeah she a diva, but she is a goner

 

I just always bring my Nina, I ain't got no father

 

Why the fuck I even leave ya? I found a new offer

 

You disposable, thinkin' you know the most

 

Non-negotiable, these hoes uncontrollable

 

LukeTheNotable, fuck gettin' emotional

 

I'm so unapproachable, these bitches be smokable

 

I smoke 'em all, no consolable, uh

 

My Glocky reloadable, my girl, she so coachable

 

Coach her, my lines quotable

 

Fuck hoes up, no bein' sociable

 

She ask me 'bout my socials

 

I just do it for promotional

 

Why you tryna fuck me?

 

You delusional, and you do the most, we not suitable

 

Uh, this love shit not renewable

 

And my flow it so musical, ah, it's the fuckin' usual

 

She won't show up to my funeral

 

Goddamn, she so beautiful

 

These niggas act so juvenile

 

I get the dough, these bitches irrefutable

 

And they diss on my ass, it's inexcusable

 

I wish your ass could just be mutable

 

Mute you when I want to, you're unusable

 

And you a bitch, don't want you, as usual

 

And they act like it's disputable

 

These hoes know we mutual

 

I can't trust a ho, it's not doable

 

Uh, uh, I consume it all, fuck this shit, Imma run away

 

I don't wan' fuck today, Imma throw my love away

 

I just got a gun today, can't keep the sun away

 

These niggas wanna fuck all day, please stay the fuck away

 

I'm fucked up, wanna know who I fucked today?

 

I fucked myself 'cause I got no one to love anyway, uh

 

 

 

I thought we had something

 

That something turned into nothing

 

Only love my grandmama my cats and my mama

 

'Cause she wan' go to Bahama's

 

Don't got the money even if I wanna

 

She say I'm funny, I guess

 

Tryna get dough, get them checks

 

She don't want my paper she want love

 

But I ain't got none left

 

And I know she want respect

 

But that's some shit I just can't accept

 

Your love I always reject

 

I build walls taller and taller

 

Cuz I don't wanna be dead

 

I don't want it to end

 

I got gun sounds in my head

 

And when I go to bed

 

I take my damn meds, uh

 

And I do it again (again, again) and I do it again (again-again, ooh)

 

 

 

My girl really lie a lot

 

These niggas don't try a lot

 

I really just cry a lot

 

My brothers really die a lot

 

My girl really lie a lot

 

These niggas on my mind a lot

 

I really just like to sob

 

My niggas know I gave my life to God

 

 

 

So

 

How you doing? It's been a while

 

I noticed that you smile

 

More than you used to when you were around me

 

(Around me)

 

I saw

 

You with your friends

 

Havin' fun again and again

 

You never left me to bleed

 

I left you, why did I leave?

 

I couldn't handle true love

 

You deserved so much better than me

 

Babygirl, you set me free

 

And I thank you for that

 

But I knew we wouldn't last

 

And you know I got it bad

 

I always made you mad

 

I always made you sad

 

'Cause I always would leave

 

Now I'm smokin' the weed

 

Got a new car and them keys

 

Do you still think of me?

 

Or only your friends and family?

 

I don't know who I wanna be

 

I just wanna be set free

 

I just wanna be set free

 

And not live in agony

 

'Cause love is a tragedy

 

Hmm, love is a travesty

 

And they always so mad at me

 

Throwing all these jabs at me

 

So they throw it back at me

 

And I know you still love me

 

But I don't do relationships

 

No, we was in a situationship

 

You know I fuckin' hate this shit

 

Can't face this shit, ooh

 

 

 

I know you miss me, I can tell

 

When I left you didn't even wish you well

 

When I left my life turned to Hell

 

I fucked up, Satan had me under his spell

 

I miss you every single day but I'd never admit that

 

Never admit that

 

Hope someday you'll get that

 

Please just fuckin' get back

 

I'm contagious

 

Baby, I hate this..

 

 

 

Fuck is love

 

Without you? I would always doubt you

 

Why'd I fucking do that? I hate myself

 

I know someday, I will end up in Hell

 

So I'll give it my all

 

Flowers be filled with vitriol

 

And I don't do alcohol

 

But this shit got me in a bind

 

And I don't wanna waste my time

 

You were never really mine

 

And these bitches always lie

 

You were the only one that didn't

 

I think my heart's beyond fixing

 

I need you, oh, your love I'm missin'

 

But I don't wanna corrupt you too

 

I know love is true

 

But to me it isn't

 

But to me it isn't..

 

 

 

My girl really lie a lot

 

These niggas don't try a lot

 

I really just cry a lot

 

My brothers really die a lot

 

My girl really lie a lot

 

These niggas on my mind a lot

 

I really just like to sob

 

My niggas know I gave my life to God

 

 

 

She don't really lie, I made that up

 

I just can't seem to grasp what is love

 

And she was the one who was my day 1

 

And I fuckin' left her 'cause I couldn't take it

 

Oh, how I hate it

 

Oh, how I hate this

 

I can't really face shit

 

Uh, talk 'bout my relations

 

In these situations

 

Trips to the station

 

Girl, I was in juvie

 

You didn't even wrongdo me

 

Eyes red like they ruby

 

Love you more than I love myself

 

I wanna be someone else

 

I really wanna kill myself

 

But I don't got the strength to

 

'Cause what if I scream? My parents would wake up

 

Wouldn't wanna get hospitilized

 

Too much on my mind

 

This world sterilized

 

Shit left me paralyzed

 

Yeah, your love was fuckin' paradise

 

I never really would treat you right

 

I would wake up in the dead of night

 

And always start a fuckin' fight

 

 

 

I was a young nigga back then

 

Know bitches on the deep end

 

Only really saw you on the weekends

 

And this shit I came to resent

 

Livin' in my head, free rent

 

I just want true love, I keep check

 

Of every bitch I fucked

 

And I'm addicted to the sex

 

Not the fuckin' love

 

Or the trust

 

That goes into it

 

And I know I'ma fucking lunatic

 

I'll be hangin' on a crucifix

 

What the fuck will I do with this?

 

 

 

Bleed out, bleed out, b-b-bleed out

 

Bleed out, bleed, out, b-b-bleed out

 

Time out, b-b-b-bitch, time out

 

Life now, this-this is my life now..

 

 

 

My girl really tries a lot

 

These niggas really lie a lot

 

I really just ruin my life a lot

 

My brothers on my mind a lot

 

My girl really tries a lot

 

These niggas takin' lives a lot

 

I really just like to rock

 

So Imma give this knife to God