Adhd

Sometimes inside i feel like a genius forced to hide

A man on a mission bound for greatness but Can't escape the bind

Blessed with ideas and understanding but trapped in time

No one understands whats holding me back

Called lazy and stupid and constantly under attack

Told to pull up my boot straps and pick up the slack This is not a choice

Another example of how im Always at the centre of personal attacks

Constantly judged for the way I am As if I has a choice

And I choose a life thats a sham

Judgement passed with no sympathy Cast out like a stone

Majority of people think im better left alone

Forced to walk a planet full of people

That dont seem to understand

What it means to feel like to constantly

Be drowning in quick sand But its not me its the Adhd

Everyone also thinks its an excuse For mediocrity

You'll never make it You cant do that

Maybe if you believed I wouldn't be such a hack

I broken barrier and done thing I was told would be impossible

So what do I still feel like Im destined for a mental hospital

Told you'll grow out of it but im alot older but fuck

Still feel like im carrying that weight on my shoulders

Always 2 steps forward and 10 steps back

They already bulldozed it before I got back on the track

Forced into a life of Heartache and pain

Family full of alcoholics and mentally insane

Been to hell and back and im the last one to complain but

If I had a genie and a lamp I ask for a new brain 🧠