where you've went by Onyx

I'm fucked up, babygirl, my bitch gone forever

 

Lost my girl long ago, I still think of her everyday, times when we was together

 

I'm not doin' better, niggas want me dead so I'll be deader than dead

 

All in my head thinkin' 'bout you, layin' in my bed

 

Wondering where you've went, uh

 

 

 

I'm too young for that, I just got me more stacks

 

These niggas want more racks, 2 twin Glocks, where the whores at?

 

You got me fucked up, tryna go back

 

To when you was still living, shit be a throwback

 

I know you be in Heaven, but I can't handle that

 

'Cause these motherfuckers are eager to dismantle that

 

I know they want me dead, I'm not dumb, I see

 

Hope you doin' better more than me

 

Hope you up in Heaven with your family, uh

 

These bitches always condemnin' me

 

You was the only one respectin' me

 

You was my girl, you're never dead to me

 

But in this world you was my ecstasy

 

And I just need some space, uh, done caught a case

 

And I remember you lookin' in my face

 

Tellin' me you'll see me someday, uh

 

Everybody else so fake, they snakes

 

I act like I'm fine, okay

 

But I'm not okay, we do this shit always

 

And I miss you, I miss your blue eyes

 

Got me fucked up 'cause I know you was truly mine

 

But now you not here, you fuckin' died

 

I wanna disappear, I can't find another, you was special

 

You were always on my level, huh-uh

 

You asked no questions, gave me affection

 

Gave me attention, had a connection

 

Now these niggas not like you, you was an exception

 

Baby, I miss you, you so precious

 

All them other girls be jealous, I treated you like my wife

 

Other niggas would treat you like a possession

 

Object too, baby, you got me restless

 

Thinkin' 'bout you, yeah, you was the essence of my life

 

I wanted you to be my fuckin' wife

 

When you died I fuckin' cried

 

I tried I tried and I still don't know why

 

God wants me dead, that's how it be

 

And I just been high smokin' all this weed

 

'Cause you been on my mind, you had the key

 

'Cause now I wanna die so I can be set free-ee-ee

 

Gave you my love, and God took you from me

 

You had friends, I had G's

 

And I just want some peace, want the pain to ease

 

I want the pain to cease, but it never ceased

 

Just want your love, so please, just come back to me

 

Everybody's mad at me, throwin' jabs at me

 

Life was so good with you here

 

Why the fuck you had to disappear?

 

Got me fucked up, cryin' tears

 

They don't love me, that's what I fear, uh

 

 

 

I'm fucked up, babygirl, my bitch gone forever

 

Lost my girl long ago, I still think of her everyday, times when we was together

 

I'm not doin' better, niggas want me dead so I'll be deader than dead

 

All in my head thinkin' 'bout you, layin' in my bed

 

Wondering where you've went, uh

 

 

 

'Cause when you died I felt depressed

 

Wanted to end my life with 3 shots to my chest, no vest

 

Niggas say I'm better off dead, I prolly am, everybody left

 

All these events got side effects, everyone against

 

Me and your relationship, do this shit like Kanye West

 

Got me fucked up missing you, I never saw you as no object

 

Other men did, yeah, I found out yo' ex

 

And his fucking address and shot him dead, shots to the head

 

Yeah, I did my best, uh, what the fuck these hoes expect?

 

Your death is some shit I can't accept

 

You died on me, even when I tried to protect

 

You never lied to me, need some time to reflect

 

These hoes cry on me, it's hard to forget

 

These niggas lie to me, shit got me pressed

 

Shit got me stressed, gotta protest

 

Got me possessed by a demon, I'm barely dressed

 

Waking up so early, got me in distress

 

Miss you baby we coulda been newly damn wed, hmm

 

And you was so blessed, had me so impressed

 

You had intellect, yeah, I have no regrets

 

You were the best I ever had, stopped my dark descent

 

Now these niggas mad 'cause they some rejects

 

Got you the 'Bach, I got to confess

 

I still want you back when I stare at these sunsets

 

Woo, babygirl, I never would second guess

 

You were my one and only, Romeo & Juliet

 

My heart I need time to fuckin' caress

 

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, my anger be pent up

 

And frustration, and hoes show disrespect

 

I didn't want no neck no head or fuckin' sex

 

Just wanted you to sleep in my bed

 

Now my bed vacant, and I can't take it

 

Good Lord I hate it, I cannot face it

 

I just can't face it, I fuckin' hate this

 

I fuckin' hate it, I fuckin' hate it

 

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

 

And you was a real one, my day one

 

We'd take drugs together forever & ever

 

And I wrote you those letters, forever

 

Just want your love, not the pressure

 

You helped me control my damn temper

 

Now that you gone I've slipped back into my old ways

 

Want you back so badly I might go 'way

 

And baby, shit's so tragic, I know, bae

 

And baby, you like magic, you made me okay, yeah-yeah

 

 

 

I'm fucked up, babygirl, my bitch gone forever

 

Lost my girl long ago, I still think of her everyday, times when we was together

 

I'm not doin' better, niggas want me dead so I'll be deader than dead

 

All in my head thinkin' 'bout you, layin' in my bed

 

Wondering where you've went, uh