Nothingness

A rope holding an anvil, these people cannot stand my weight

The chances of being saved fade a little every day

With every new morning, people smile at others’ faces

Why the hell are they smiling—what’s the point of all this pain?

This hope's like a champagne, drink it to forget your defeats

Bubbles fade in seconds, like the lies they sold to me

I locked myself inside a closet, no one tried to save me

Screaming at the silence, hoping someone come and relief

I guess I’m losing my belief, I need to rebuild myself

I’ve felt my body sinking — now I’m drowning in grief

I’ve seen how deep I’ve fallen, so why fear the coming depth?

If I’m already underwater… why am I scared of getting wet?

I’ve done a lot of things I force myself to regret

Fighting on the borderline, in a war that isn’t fair

He’s got my soul and my body — I’m left with broken bits

What am I holding on for… and why do I still resist?

Every day I’m getting sicker — these fragments turning to bore

Every day I’m shedding pieces, till there’s nothing left at all

Bit by bit I’m disappearing, like a shadow in the light

Fading into nothingness… and losing every fight