im fake for this

i gave my life to atheism now im stuck in a rut

pretending to pray at the table just to make em happy

changed my stance in front of em but was lying

and ill never judge if u believe in god again

but a part of me feels fake at that table

feels like a part of me is a fable

like when i hear jesus christ a part of me wants to spectate

"this is why he so fake" but i know that would some blank

how am i supposed to be fake

is like should i even care about this subject

im fake as fake and i know it

why even try to deny it

ive written songs as if i believed

cause i feel comfortable in the

appearance but thats all it is

that im fake for this.