SWALLOW MY PRIDE by Brexton

I've been tryna get away from these damn feds

 

I don't need your ass, don't need damn friends

 

And she tryna beat my ass, you not my best friend

 

And you and your bitches surrounded by yes-men ooh

 

Tryna swallow my pride, nigga

 

Too much on my mind, nigga

 

I still love you all the time, nigga

 

But it was never you and I

 

 

 

Baby, you got me in a bind, got me fucked up, you always waste my time

 

Always take a .9, shit be takin' time, I been in my prime

 

She a 10, she a dime, fuck me up every night, all these fights

 

I try, I tried, I've tried, you know that I'd

 

Die for you if it was necessary, alright?

 

'Cause I know you say thangs to your friends 'bout me out of spite

 

'Cause I'm a bad boyfriend you say that all the time

 

Nigga I gave you my heart, the lock, the key, the lime

 

And these motherfuckers actin' so wise

 

I wanna see the light, my life ain't really bright

 

Nigga I gave you my life, I just want you to be my wife

 

World records nigga, Walter Cronkite

 

She a gold-digga, she gon' grab that knife, uh

 

Met that girl when I was 5, ooh, I just wanna strive

 

Imma thrive, Imma drive to yo' house, she the queen of the hive

 

Come alive, this archive, you know you got me deprived

 

How the fuck am I gon survive? I just need to be revived

 

Broken heart, she say, "We're live"

 

I fuck niggas up, yeah, we gon' live our lives

 

When I shoot a bitch up the cops arrive

 

But I'm already gone grab the Glocky and dive

 

I lunge at you niggas you bitches connive

 

When I'm with my bitches we go into overdrive

 

She jive, she a jive, built this shrine, waste my time, Bonnie & Clyde

 

Ooh, Imma reach for them skies, Imma soar like a sty

 

Ma' say I'm compromised, I got my eyes I got my eyes

 

I got my eyes on the fuckin prize

 

Took time to realize that you are not my type

 

Pick on someone yo own size, fuck whatchu tryna imply

 

Nigga these problems always arise, sick n tired of your lies

 

The pain I try to minimize, I fucked up this my demise

 

Plans me & my niggaz gon' devise

 

All you bitches do is criticize and revise

 

When I'm in the coupe I don't need supervised

 

Shot up my supervisor at sunrise

 

Fuck a nigga up, yeah, it's not hard to visualize

 

Easy peasy but she a demon in disguise

 

I do it speedy hoes greedy for a whole franchise

 

She so meaty she don't need me she see me on TV, she despise

 

And these bitches wan' keep me they freaky they capitalize

 

On my pain and misery like it's normalized

 

Had to improvise, b-b-b-bitch, they antagonize

 

Me every single day every single night, I need to revitalize

 

I fuck niggas up I do not empathize

 

And I know these bitches do the reprise

 

I gave you what I had and you chastised

 

Imma do this shit, Dirty Dan, I idolized

 

You niggas just want me to fuckin' die, uh

 

 

 

I've been tryna get away from these damn feds

 

I don't need your ass, don't need damn friends

 

And she tryna beat my ass, you not my best friend

 

And you and your bitches surrounded by yes-men ooh

 

Tryna swallow my pride, nigga

 

Too much on my mind, nigga

 

I still love you all the time, nigga

 

But it was never you and I

 

 

 

B-b-b-but fuck niggas up, fuck you tryna glamorize

 

Violence n' shit, I don't care if you scandalized

 

Got me terrified, got me mesmerized

 

Is this paradise? Got me paralyzed, world so sterilised

 

Okay motherfucker wanna exercise

 

We did this more than twice, put my heart in rice

 

You act surprised, are you satisfied? To be precise

 

You not sweet, not nice or kind, it was hard to recognize

 

But now I recognize, I bought you that damn device

 

I put my wrist on ice, I get demons inside

 

It's real hard to describe, but she so damn divine

 

She a goddess givin' me advice, can you please be my guide?

 

I can't live life without you by my goddamn side

 

I'm just tryna get by scared to say goodbye

 

Want you in my life I wanna feel alive

 

These motherfuckers need to be sacrificed, yeah

 

Nigga nigga we passin' thru the satellites, uh

 

And I got a big ass appetite, just to clarify

 

This shit won't suffice, she want merchandise

 

Do it like Spider-Man, in a paradigm, to my surprise and to her delight

 

My brothers fuckin' died, why'd he die tonight?

 

It's like we're merely mice, oh Caroline

 

These bitches wanna shine, I'm the damn sunshine

 

Take a bite, here's a slice of the fuckin' pie

 

Niggas lie, leave 'em terrified, that's where I reside

 

Pay the price, I ain't concise, y'all hoes parasites

 

Wake up, rise, this shit's genocide, won't apologize

 

Roll the dice, roll the fuckin' dice, give me butterflies

 

Sugar & spice, I'm not doin' alright, waitin' in the afterlife

 

Shit entice, these bitches fantasize, Pyrex Pryce

 

Tell me why, bitch when I see you it's on sight

 

No reply, fuck your damn advice, got a supply

 

Uh, she gon' look me in my eyes, and tell me to die

 

And jump off a bridge and fly so damn high

 

And we are outside, bitch I cannot decide

 

Put my heart aside, yeah, I'm feelin' so fly

 

Might commit suicide, shit you cannot deny

 

She with 20 other guys, shit makes me sigh

 

Bitch I can barely divide or even fuckin' tie, woah

 

She tryna justify, bitch, yeah, not tonight

 

Fuck it, bitch, she 3.14, she fuckin' pi, woah-oh

 

Niggas be worldwide, at least I had a good time

 

Space you occupy, niggas said I was fuckin' shy

 

We up with our allies, fuck a bitch up, won't comply

 

You know I am not polite, I don't give a fuck, my guy

 

These bitches act like spies, you don't even qualify

 

These bitches got me so damn fried

 

I'm so high, laws I won't abide, cops been notified

 

Like I give a shit, authority I defy, fuck Valentine's

 

Pain intensifies, niggas actin' sly, can we unify?

 

I don't give a fuck, bitch, stop tryna glorify

 

This violence shit, it's not alright, it's not fine

 

I just wanna dine sip some fine wine she so fine

 

She was crossin' lines that's just her design

 

Always bring a .9 givin' me mixed signs

 

Was she even mine? Hate how I'm defined

 

Hate how I'm described, I gotta decline all these damn invites

 

Next in line, break they spine, make 'em resign

 

These motherfuckers want stones, no Rhine's

 

Yeah, okay, I feel so damn confined

 

I got a k9, bitch, I got canines, stars align

 

Thru the vine I still love you even if you not mine, hmm

 

 

 

I've been tryna get away from these damn feds

 

I don't need your ass, don't need damn friends

 

And she tryna beat my ass, you not my best friend

 

And you and your bitches surrounded by yes-men ooh

 

Tryna swallow my pride, nigga

 

Too much on my mind, nigga

 

I still love you all the time, nigga

 

But it was never you and I