running from freestyle
• Written by LyricalX
I don't wanna talk about it
I been losin' my breath
She cannot go without it
She wantin' me dead
Sometimes I think about it
All in my head
I don't wanna talk 'bout it
Knife in yo' flesh
Running from the demons, can't let 'em in
She wants me dead but I'm still alive watch me grin
Battling the thoughts man I gotta survive
I know damn well God watchin' me thru them skies
Yeah, I'm ready to thrive, I'm chasin' moonlight
I cannot do right, I can't do shit right, no-woah-oh
She plotting in them shadows, uh
And I know she got all this ammo
And I know she want me dead, oh
And I'm just gon' call up Benzo
This shit feel cold in my chest
I'ma go 'round hop in the Benz
Shit be so chaotic, we screamin', "We the best"
I might be insane but maybe not yet
Got demons in my mind they dance all around
Thoughts runnin' wild, uh, we the underground
She wants me dead, can't handle the dread
Turn up the volume, cuttin' all these threads
In my head, in my head
Thoughts feelin' like a tide
Stay awake, stay aive
Can't escape, can't confide
Got my ass so confined
Too much shit on my mind
Sometimes I, wanna die
I get high, then I fly
Whispers echo in the night
Shadows all up in my mind
Cobwebs make my heart so cold
Can't trust these hoes, no, not any mo'
Living on the edge, bitch, I gotta unwind
Sittin' in the rain, watch it fuckin' fall from the sky
Sometimes I wonder if I coulda made a different decision
Got me fucked up
Is this truly how we be living?
They hate my existence, wishing
I was never living or existin'
In the first place, girl, it's your birthday
And when I was in first grade
Killed a bitch then in 3rd grade
Killed another on his birthday
My apologies, this is my first day, uh
These hoes all got birdbrains
So let's open them bird gates
Where the bread at? Where my head at?
Where the deads at? Bitch, go get back
We got set back, no setbacks
Bitches give me feedback, I hate that
I'ma smoke that, got me jet-lagged
Hoes gon' backtrack, I had to bounce back, hit a bitch
With a big thwack!
Yeah, my darling, she got that dagger
I can hear all the laughter
My skull and heart, they shatter
And I know I don't really matter
Lost in the echoes of these thoughts in my head
They wanna mislead me but I'm not easily led
These bitches want me dead
These bitches want me dead
Feeling the heat, I'm lost in a trance
It's you and me, come on, go let's dance
She wanna leave, I can't give her a chance
Who to believe? Me or your mans?
Yeah, -uh, I'm like Prancer, I prance
These bitches so high, I'm never gon' land
Draw your name in the sand
Caught your ass, red-hand
Now these bitches tryna kill off my brand
I demand, I command, demand, oh
These bitches be damned, uh
Got a Glocky in hand, uh
I'ma count up my bands, uh
Nobody understands, no
Bitch, I still stand, woah
Two twin Glocks 100 grand, woah
Pray for the damned, oh
Rapper like I'm Chance, oh
These bitches gon' get scanned, oh
Knew that shit beforehand, woah
Door slammed, you get banned
All this shit I'ma go and withstand
Oh, yo' Glocky be jammed?
Mine isn't, I got the upper hand
This bitch is makin' it feel crammed
Bitch, yo' bitch get tanned
You know who the fuck I am
I'm the man with the plan
Everythang I do be planned
In the prison with contraband
Now my ex-bitch needs fanned
She dramatic as shit, it spanned
From years ago, baby, I'm gettin' secondhand
Embarrassment, just go disband
I'm here for it, no reprimand
Got the food that be canned
I'ma shoot you and your mans
I can do what he can't
You know I can, you know I can
Dough on me, middleman
So fucked up, congressman
On my dick, in quicksand
Pussy bitch, this not no Fairyland, uh-uh
This bitch be Afghan
In the caravan, I'm like Peter Pan
We up in Japan, I'm more than
Your mans could ever be
How did this shit begin? Well, it began
When a lil' bitch thought he was more than
But he less than, we gon' build a clan
He a common man, she a diva, uh
Bitches gon' get overran
Want the dough, MrFlimFlam, uh
And these motherfuckers make demands
Bitch I paid in advance, I control your finance
We in Pakistan, got a MAC 10 in hand
This shit I enhance, yeah, my shit gon' expand
Fuck this romance, fuck this bromance, uh
Fuck this circumstance, yeah
Well bitch I guess I'll be damned, uh
They some stans, they some fans
Bitch, I'm stanned, they programmed
To love me forever, uh, we got them implants
These bitches be damned, fuck Taliban
These hoes not grand, no-no
This shit gon' get canned
Dough, jugular vein
These bitches hate me, I pour champagne
Leave a bitch so down bad and in pain
I fuck her so hard she givin' me brains
But she unintelligent, that's not okay
I pull up with evidence, I ride 'round wit' a K
These bitches need medicine, me? I'm okay
Bitch, I get adrenaline from killing fakes
And killing snakes..
I don't wanna talk about it
I been losin' my breath
She cannot go without it
She wantin' me dead
Sometimes I think about it
All in my head
I don't wanna talk 'bout it
Knife in yo' flesh
Fuck a bitch up, spent 100 dollars on your ass
Fuck a bitch, peace at last
Need your love, need it bad
What I need is the weed
'Cause this bitch got me so mad
It's just you and your G's
Do you see me in the back of the 'Bach sippin' 'gnac?
Heart attack, cardiac, when I rap on this track
Never spittin' cap, you gon' get whacked
Some y'all hoes be wack, racks and stacks
Golden plaque, the fuck up with hoes? Uh
Get back on track, like Jill, then Jack
Down that hill so fast
I love to kill, I can never lack
And I made a deal, I cannot go back, nuh-uh
My heart so black, I can't cut you no slack
Got my heart in a sack, uh
These bitches with the pack, uh
I'ma go 'round smokin' some crack, hmm
Yeah, babygirl, you a snack, hmm
And babygirl, you got a knack
For makin' me feel so sad
I hope you're glad
Hope you're happy, black like Kodak
Leave hoes taken aback, these bitches Chi-Raq
My heart she hijack, uh
Baby, do not sidetrack, uh-uh
And this bitch a Wisecrack, huh-uh
I gave you my love, it be abstract
I got me, my friends, and my MAC
'Cause I gave you my love, that's some shit you can't get back
And I thought I was enough, I wasn't, that's too bad
Uh, and I been gettin' dough, then I attack
I got a heart full of these stabs
Why the fuck they mad at me? Where they at?
And you know I had to do this shit ASAP
AP the wrist, uh, gotta unpack
I can't save a bitch, no, they just gon' ransack
I'm just wit' the shits, oh, hoes gon' get gone like thwack!
I just need my shit, oh, I cannot relax
Had to go bypass, just for real like that
I done cut contact, even if she don't like that
She don't really like Dad, this bitch tryn' distract
Leave a ho taken aback, babygirl won't fight back
Two Glocky's, skippin' class
I'm so high-high off the gas..