IT'S ME AGAIN
• Written by LyricalX
I wish I could take back all the things I said
Watchin' our relationship fade, but it is all in my head?
'Cause I don't want to be dead
I'm off my fuckin' meds
This bitch got me seein' red
She told me, "Go to Hell" I will, oh
I know it's hard to tell, uh
'Cause I know that you will never be with me again
But could we please be friends?
And I'm tryna meet these ends
I don't know who I'ma be again
These hoes want me again
But I can't see my friends
These bitches on the deepest ends
The cuts go deep again
'Cause I just need the drugs, I don't need the friends
And I can't get enough, the girls Jesus send
Never ever are for me, watch me ascend
Hoes wishin' my steep descent, but you won't see me descend
These bitches say we ascend, but it's only my ascent, fuck what Mia said
I just need the dough, still rememberin' what Jesus said
Mama told me never give up, it's hard, hoes want to be avenged
I need revenge, I really need revenge, they say it'll be alleged
But it's not allegations, it's been proven, uh, he alleged
That I beat his ass, well I did, go cry 'bout it
Yeah, we assess, got the dough on me, I'd peep again
'Cause what I need again, I need the weed again
Where the weed at? This gon' repeat again
I hate that I'm in a loop, lost my peeps again
Now Lil Peep is dead, RIP Lil Peep, my friend
These hoes look at me, I say, "It's me again"
I cannot die, I come back every time, then I leave again
Who to believe, my friends? Or my girlfriend?
I'd take either end, I don't wanna meet my end
I wanna stay alive, stay alive, I'ma be ahead
Always 2 steps ahead, there's some shit we gotta leave unsaid
'Cause babygirl, I'll be here 'til the season ends
We in summer, we in summer, I don't wanna accept defeat again
Death I'll beat again, you done beat yo' friend
Baby, I'ma defeat your friends 'til you be my friend
I wish I could take back all the things I said
Watchin' our relationship fade, but it is all in my head?
'Cause I don't want to be dead
I'm off my fuckin' meds
This bitch got me seein' red
She told me, "Go to Hell" I will, oh
These hoes feign again, I know they gon' speed ahead
I always keep a friend, I'm 2 weeks ahead
I see 3 timelines at once, sailin' them seas again
NLE again, with my G's again, tryna meet my friends
Bitch, what you tryna say to me? I'll bleed again
These hoes got me seeing red, I'm just seein' red
These hoes be bleeding red, got 'em leaking red
These bitches want me to see again, I can't see again
These hoes seek attention, attention she'll seek again
You bitches nonsense, she gon' fuckin' creep again
Know she gonna freak again, I just wanna flee again
I wanna run the fuck away, you won't see me again
No you won't, tie up your weakest ends
I was always the weakest friend
Now I'm on the top, shit you can't plead against
She gon' plead again, I can hear her pleas again
Fake crying, I loved you only three percent
These bitches want me dead, I'm the one they be against
Always puttin' me against people I love, smokin' them trees again
Smokin' the wood, the Runtz, navigating this sea of red
She just wantin' me to be dead, I wanna feel free again
These hoes hate being read, that being sad
I'ma get the M's, it's no fun in being dead
RIP all the dead friends I had, my eyes be gleaming red
Fuck 'em up, now I seethe again, I seethe again
Katana gon' unsheathe again, rumors that are being spread
They all fake, baby, they can take me instead
Not you, no-no-no, uh, drink this tea instead
Oh, babygirl, I hate being wrecked, these hoes leave a mess
They gon' leave me dead, I just see this red
Got me down bad, who will I see instead?
Who should I be instead? Everybody hates me, I don't wanna be in debt
So fuck on your body, saw some fleeing men
I killed all they asses, I can't be misled
Push up yo' glasses, increasing threats
Sendin' me death threats, hoes being checked
I just want the money, it's funny that it's being etched
Into our very beings, the beings sent
By Jesus have betrayed us, they were never seen again
What can I do to fix our love? Secrets being kept
All I fuckin' want is true love, fuck your leading men
Fuck 'em all but me, start leaving them
Hate how you treatin' them, I'ma get the cheese instead
The cheddar I need instead, uh, I'll get the weed instead
Eyes be the deepest red, the sweetest death
I just want you in my life, I'm receiving less
Of your love, your love, your love
It's me again..