Im adding features to my album, ...
• Written by SageFS
[Intro]
Am I that hopeless to keep writing these (yup)
I dont understand it, why do I proceed (yup)
enter empty handed - same way when I leave (yuh)
would it be better if I was deceased? (yeah, maybe)
[Bridge]
I need peace at times
I try not to lie
but I cant decide
how will I survive
I dont have a future
thinking all the time
write when I dont sleep
have too much to hide
have too much inside
I just need to find
something keeps me going
maybe it is god
maybe something's planned
I dont want to die
see me suicidal - I pick up the knife!
[Chorus]
Why am I still breathing if the feeling never leaves?
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Every single night I'm fighting voices in my sleep
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Hands up to the ceiling but the silence never speaks
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I'm searching for a reason I can finally believe
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Running from the dark but it's a shadow on my feet
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Every time I stand up it just drags me underneath
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Maybe there's a purpose that I'm finally meant to see
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'Cause something keeps on telling me that gods not done with me
[Feature Verse]