Dreaming Past 21 Years of Pain

Is anyone else still dreaming at whatever age they are about what they want to do in the future, even if their life is shit? Cause I still am.

 

Look yeah, I'm still dreaming while I've been through 21 years of pain, my dream is the only thing to gain. Fuck my family cause they're the ones to blame for my happiness being drained. Yes I wanna music career cause I’m tryina get out of here, yes I wannabe a YouTuber cause I choose to be her. and I wanna be successful even though my life is motherfucking stressful. Yeah, I fucking hate my life, cause it ain’t nice, I

 

rather take a knife and put my head on a kite. Cause I’m tired of my life not taking flight. Like uh, fuck it yeah I’m 21, so yes I’m still dreaming cause I’m still young. Fuck my family for never beliving in me, they trying to take my dreams and break it. Too bad for them bitches, cause I’mma one day try and motherfucking make it. I’m dreaming past 21 years of pain, fucking feel like my life is in a mother fucking cage. Fuck my fucking family, cause everytime I’m around them, I feel rage.

 

I know I’m 21, but feel I can’t really have fun. My mom don’t like when I drink, but I don’t even drink much, and my ass only got drunk twice cause I didn’t give a fuck. She don’t fucking like it when I spend my money on me or anybody but her damn self like. Talk about a greedy lil bitch, bitch you make your money. She trying take some of mine, I’m like no honey, go and suck a mother fucking dick bitch and get some damn money. I fucking hate your ass, cause you call my

 

dreams stupid, bitch I’m just trying to reach my destiny. I’m insecure cause of mother being nothing but a fucker, like I get it your a failure to your own mother now your trying to make me and my lil brother just like you so you can make us suffer. I wanna make my dream, but I feel like I can’t, cause I got a mom who’s still mad and all she wants to do is rant. Like tf did I do? You gave birth to me, bitch I never asked to be born. Fuck family, especially my own dad, you showed me a bit of

 

your dick when I was 20. That was the worst Christmas I’ve had. I mean yes you didn’t do anything to me with it, but none the less you my dad, I shouldn’t of never had to see that. I feel like I’mma stay dreaming cause I feel like I can’t make it, hopefully when I’m 25, I hope I stay sleeping cause I hate my life, I can’t take it. My life is built from pain, fuck my life cause happiness is something, I can’t gain. When I cry, I make my eyes rain. I guess in my family wanting fame is lame.

 

yea I’m dreaming past 21 years of pain, why? Cause I wanna make it out of these cages and chains. I wanna know when is the last time I’mma make my eyes rain, guess never cause my life is pain.