Bury My Pride Deep

does anyone else feel like burying their pride, hopes, and dreams deep? Cause let me tell you why I do.

 

Look I feel like burying my pride, hopes and dreams, 6 feet deep cause no one in my family believes in me. They tell me believe in reality, I tell them to suck my d. Cause my family never showed me love, so fuck all of them. That’s why I only love my man and my friends, they actually really love me. Fuck my family, believe in reality, nah these bitches should believe in me.You made me, so you all should love me truly, but all y’all

 

are fake as fuck, fuck all y’all fakies. Y’all don’t believe in me, so why should I love any of you? What I’m saying is true, fuck all of you bitches too. I wanna follow my dreams, I wanna live in a 13 mil mansion an hour away from my family, so I can follow my passion. I wanna make it big, but how the fuck can I do that shit when I got a heart that needs to be fixed? I never knew what a real family was, cause all my family did was fight every single day. Literally my own mom would get

 

mad at whatever me and my brother say. Whatever we said or did, she always grabbed that belt. That's how our asses was dealt, for people who say I never felt pain? I fucking cried like it rain. You people don’t know how many times I wanted to be bleeding out of my veins, be 6 feet in my grave. All of this shit is driving me insane, it's hurting my brain. I’m sorry for others, who be going through the same shit. Just know one day that you will make it. One day you gotta take the

 

rules and fucking break it. One day, I’ll do that and I’ll never look back. I hope to never look back to all that shit that was once dark and black, cause everybody knows you can’t spell black without back. Fuck all you people, who say that my songs are shit, you just mad that you ain’t got it. I’m just saying the truth, while still being alive and living upon with the damn youths. While, I have people in my damn head but fuck all those bitches, I’mma choke all yall bitches by ya

 

damn neck. Cause I’m here, just trying to make my dream, while there’s people in my ear, trying to be mean. I’ve been trying to make it for 21 years while living with a fear of making it out of here. I wanna have fame, but my family is driving my life in different lanes. Cause of my damn family my life has been shit, I honestly don’t know if I’m gonna make it. Fuck my damn family, cause they ain’t ever helped me in anything. If I ever make it out, know that I did it all myself with

 

no help from my family. I hope to one day bury my pride, hopes, dreams 6 feet deep along with my body, so I don’t have to feel pain in my damn grave.