f it up

I don't know why you was good to me, uh

 

And you was fuckin' smoking wood with me

 

I don't know why you had to and fuck it up

 

And now I'm covered in your love and had enough

 

Yeah-yeah

 

 

 

You fucked me over and left me traumatized

 

Tryna figure out where the trauma lies

 

I just really wanna die, I just really wanna lie

 

And these hoes, they occupied

 

And I fucked up, I almost lost my life

 

They diss on me, I've lost my mind

 

Mama say I'm compromised

 

Ooh, I won't apologize, I'm really not suprised

 

Ooh, ooh, I've never apologized

 

This world we have colonized, ooh

 

 

 

And fuck you bitches, fuck you all

 

And I can't trust witches, I can't fall

 

And these hoes be snitches, back against the wall

 

I was a bitch kid, now I stand tall

 

And yeah, I'm sensitive

 

These bitches, they so negative

 

Fuck bitches for 5 years consecutive

 

This Glocky not decorative

 

Fuck her to sleep like sedatives

 

Hoes need representatives

 

And I fuck on your relatives

 

You know my love not genuine

 

We just friends with benefits

 

Imma be the damn executive

 

 

 

Yeah, ooh this shit's so damn repetitive

 

I just want your love, this place's so desolate

 

She just want me dead, indefinite

 

Ooh, yeah

 

Melanin, serotonin, gelatin, adrenaline

 

I'ma sentinel, I'm so venomous

 

Like a spider bitch, got the vension

 

Shout expletives, we all menaces

 

These bitches want ten of this, we some gentlemen

 

Count up my Benjamin's, ain't no specimen

 

Need the medicine, you share my sentiment?

 

She a feminist, she so feminine

 

Got skeletons, estrogen, regimen

 

Some shit you're not mentioning

 

Take my ass into questioning

 

Fucked that bitch, her name Evelyn

 

She hate my ass, she fly high like a Pelican

 

 

 

I just want yo' love, she like Marceline

 

What the fuck to do? Carter V, uh

 

Pain in my arteries, she laughin' heartily

 

And these bitches, they in the armory

 

What I really want is to live in harmony

 

She want me dead, she cut my Achilles tendon

 

If you hate me then you can end it

 

Woke up life still hasn't ended

 

When will the world start fucking ending? Fucking ending?

 

 

 

Why won't the sun explode?

 

Why won't my heart implode?

 

Can't do this shit no mo'

 

Don't know where to even go

 

I got no place, no home

 

Had to do it on my own

 

Wake up alone, so lone

 

Fuck all you fuckin' hoes

 

 

 

I don't know why you was good to me, uh

 

And you was fuckin' smoking wood with me

 

I don't know why you had to and fuck it up

 

And now I'm covered in your love and had enough

 

Yeah-yeah

 

 

 

I got the TNT, the dynamite

 

These hoes always wanna pick a fight

 

Fuck you in your ass at the dead of night

 

I really just wanna hold you tight

 

I got the TNT, the dynamite

 

These hoes really wanna die tonight

 

I just want your love, but you're out of sight

 

Baby, what the fuck? Were you ever mine?

 

 

 

Maybe I be dreamin', she my Garden of Eden

 

Can we fuckin' leave it? You with all my heathens

 

Tellin' me to believe in you, but you never gave me somethin' to believe in

 

Like can you believe this? How'd we even reach this?

 

She in my periphery

 

And we got all this history

 

Disappear like a mystery

 

Please put me out of my misery

 

Fuck 'em up, delivery

 

And I got all these injuries

 

Never had a victory

 

Fuck you and your inquiries

 

 

 

This ice be slippery, woah-oh

 

Her eyes be silvery, woah-oh

 

And my heart be so jittery

 

Is this shit some trickery?

 

This shit contradictory

 

Fuck me up, rotisserie

 

So what is love? Not glittery

 

Fuck 'em up, they splintery, ooh

 

 

 

I had a damn epiphany that nobody was ever missin' me

 

Everybody be dissin' me, all the girls was never really kissin' me

 

Call me Monika, deficiency

 

Tell me what is love, show some sympathy

 

I don't know no one, got no abilities

 

Tell me what the fuck why you specifically

 

Brought up my trauma like it was my responsibility

 

Fuck bitches, you got no validity

 

So what to do? Leave with no dignity?

 

I hop into the whip to go to the facility, uh-uh

 

 

 

And I make rhymes that explicitly

 

State how I'm feelin', utility

 

Fuck her from the back, a possibility

 

Why the fuck she mad? She deliberately

 

Tryna bring up my dad, no consistency

 

Wake up in a cab, scream instantly

 

When she in my vicinity

 

I had to get rid of her efficiently

 

Uh, hoes show hostility

 

And you know I want no publicity

 

I got the Aqua, no Affinity

 

I love you bitch, I'll love you consistently

 

Please no proximity

 

Hoes askin' me 'bout my ethnicity

 

Get the dough and additionally

 

Fuck a hoe, yeah-yeah, it's a symphony

 

 

 

Ooh ooh I got rigidity, I got volatility

 

Why you hate me? I show proficiency

 

Why you diss me? You do delinquency

 

The contingency, she hate me persistently

 

And what the fuck is love to my futility?

 

And I just want your love, but predictable

 

You don't want no love, you want Tiffany

 

You say shit timidly, you won't commit to me

 

Rhyme so viciously, die with infamy

 

Ooh, okay, I show that agility

 

Like I'm Selina Kyle, serendipity