THRU DA NIGHT
• Written by LyricalX
I can't sleep through the night
Uh, these bitches always lie
Yuh, why the fuck you waste my time?
Huh, you been all up in my mind
Can you please be mine, uh?
Girl I'm on my knees again, you done had to leave again
You done done broke me again, yo' love is what I need again
I hate to admit but I kinda like that
And I lie to you and then you lie back
But you my baby, I can't really doubt that
You drive me crazy, but I'm nothin' without that
You aggravatin' me, sometimes I wonder why
Now I wanna die, now I wanna- (now I wanna-)
I just wonder why (I just) I just wonder why (I-)
I don't know anymore, I don't know anymore, yeah
If I had to choose you or my mama I'd choose my mama
No hard feelings, high off the marijuana
Sippin' vodka, never really had a papa, I just gotta (gotta do a lotta)
These drugs (these drugs), ooh
She sweet, got that sweetness, she seasoned, she so seasoned
And she know she not vegan, uh, tell me where the meat is
I just really need you, I just really need this
Sayin' I don't need shit, but I really need it
Baby, why you creepin'? Now she fuckin' cheatin'
Knew her ass done cheated (I knew) just didn't believe it
(I knew) That yo' ass was a demon, uh
She was my Garden of Eden, baby, how'd we reach this?
She change like Four Seasons, what am I gon' do when she leaving?
I fucked up so many times, I had no God to believe in
So I was down bad, tryna make up reasons
As to why nobody loved me (as to why nobody loved me) ooh
And I'm speedin', yeah, these bitches demons, uh
Baby, you gotta believe this, if you leave me I lose meanin'
I'm barely eating or sleeping, haven't even eaten (haven't even-)
Your love I been needin' (I need it) pain that's never easin'
Tryna find where the peace is, peace just keeps increasin'
RIP that deceased bitch, fuck bitches for no reason
Some of y'all be demons but the rest of us be human beings
I just want your love, and I really wanna get even
These bitches got secrets, these bitches got secrets
(I know all the secrets you've been keeping)
Demons I'm seeing, demons I'm seeing
(Do you see what I am seeing?)
I'm barely breathing, she got me bleedin'
Dissin' my achievements, for a while I've never been achieving
Uh, baby, we should leave this, this is where we'll leave it
(Let's leave it at that) Am_ I dreaming?
(Let's leave it at that) I was taking beatings
The drugs got me leaning, heart frozen, heart be freezin'
(Wake up from a nightmare) And I start screamin'
Your love's so pleasing, these lies you're weavin'
(Why you lying?) You're beyond redeeming
What your ass did was treason, uh
Why these bitches always policing? (Policing, policing)
I'm just fleeing, this love we had was fleeting
She a tease, uh-huh, she teasin'
I can't see, nuh-uh, I'm beaten
What's it gon' be? I was not here for that briefin'
I can't sleep through the night
Uh, these bitches always lie
Yuh, why the fuck you waste my time?
Huh, you been all up in my mind
Can you please be mine, uh?
Pain, I been tryna relieve it, relieve it
Pain I'm relieving, you got me spastic, you got me seizing
I get these seizures, nowadays I'm grievin'
You're the grim reaper, my heart you been squeezin'
As I bleed out, heart's beyond retrieving
Do you see now why I'm not always beaming?
I wan' leave now, but now my heart be leakin'
All my feelings, you just got me heavin'
You always deceiving, got me fuckin' seething
You with other bitches, katana I'm unsheathin'
I'm not really obsessed (but you are) I can see it
(Depression, depression)
These bitches, they thievin'
Rip me into pieces, got me high, on Venus
Uh, yeah, you're a genius (broke my heart)
You found my weakness, fly like a phoenix
And these bitches gon' pray to Jesus
(Tryna find a thesis) This life so scenic
You got that uniqueness (but me? I have none)
I'm grievous, uh, these bitches the meanest
I was never the keenest, I need me a kleenex
My money the greenest, my money the cleanest
It dancin', it twerkin', Adidas (uh, yeah)
Yeah, body the leanest, I ain't needless
I need me an adhesive, uh
(Stab me wit' a needle) You hoes got diseases
I know they hate me, 'cause I am the weakest
Fuck you hoes (f-f-f-fuck you hoes) you see this?
I cannot love you hoes (I cannot love you-)
You cheated, you thought you was an elitist
The fuck you're not, I ain't dumb, you misleadin'
All the shit you said to me was so demeaning
Yeah, okay
These bitches, they never succeeding
What to do? (W-W-What to do?) Am_ I really needed?
Okay, baby, I won't ever be speakin'
(Tellin' me to shut up) I just go to meetings
Every day attention you been seekin'
Every day this is how I'm treated, uh
And these hoes, they always competing
You bitches keep repeating, uh
And I got the Edge that's Sweepin'
Fuck you hoes, I don't need 'em
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah)
Fuck your greetings, I been weeping
I'm exceeding, accelerating my damn speeding
I keep pleading, I keep pleadin'
I'm always defeated, I defend you, it's intriguing
I offend you, never retreating
Can I end you? Never respect you, so I'll delete it
Where the weed, bitch? Tryna find where the weed is
Fuck her from behind now she shriekin'
Sowing what we reaping, she was sneakin'
Baby, why you peeping?
I gotta reread this, my ass been rereading it
My heart be conceited, this shit's so fatiguing
Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah
Uh, ooh
I can't sleep through the night
Uh, these bitches always lie
Yuh, why the fuck you waste my time?
Huh, you been all up in my mind
Can you please be mine, uh?