into the grave
• Written by LyricalX
You push me into the grave, yeah
You don't want me to stay, yeah
When I fuckin' need you
You not here anyway, oh
I'ma loner and a fighter
I act like I'm okay, though
She broke my heart, yeah
And I never recovered from that day, woah
From that day, woah
Bitch, I'm not okay, no, I'm fucked up, play with Play-Doh
You break my heart, I do shit if you say so
'Cause you never played your part, eyes red like a volcano
I'm eruptin', lil' bitch, we wind like tornado
I can't fuck with you hoes, I'ma stay 'lone
They tryna take hoes, I fuckin' hate hoes
Yeah, I keep my head low, I'ma just stay low
6 feet deep in my grave, though
I'm up in San Diego, woah
Yeah, she hot like Hot Potato, I'm down bad, tryna find me a rainbow
But I'm so fucked up, she wanna be on the payroll
All she want is money, come in like a torpedo
I'm by the balcony, I need me a raincoat
She call me on a pay phone, I know I'm the one they love to hate, though
Uh
'Cause I know they hate me
Wake up to hoes tryna break me
These hoes really thought they could tame me
I really thought I could change you
Like you done changed me
Goddamn, I hate you
And you always play me
And I always play you
Why'd you have to betray me?
I never even betrayed you...
And they want me dead, I can tell
And even thought you hate me I still wish you well
Still include you in my prayers at night
'Cause I don't know why we always had to fight
You were the one person who kept me alive
Without you I barely even survived
And this fake love won't ever suffice
All this fake love you'd just provide, uh-uh
I just want some credit, I just wan' be respected
Hoes always disrespectin', why am I so disrespected?
This some real complex shit, your love's perplexin'
She left, yeah, she went to the exit
She want me dead, yeah, pain has never lessened
And she frame me as a deadbeat dad when I'm not
And I know she's laughin' in the back, meanwhile I'm noddin' off
These drugs (these drugs) got me higher than I could ever be
And I'm just hopin' you remember me
'Cause if you held me hostage, you'd never surrender me
Still, I pay homage, but I know you'd dismember me
Baby, I just want you in my bed again
And I was really hopin' we could be friends again, but then again
You all up in my head again
Now you wantin' me dead again
Fucked up, countin' up this Yen again
Got so mad, in my zen again
Hate these hoes, countin' these tens again
Why am I still here? I lost my bestest friend
Hoes diss on me, but yet again
I know I'm wrong, I'm stressed again, I'm pressed again
Failed this test again, I done wept again
All I fuckin' do is cry in my bed
I know nowadays you're seein' red
You'd kill me if you had a chance
Baby, come with me on this last damn chance, ooh-ooh
And I know she hates me, it's obvious
Really hard to stay so damn positive
She put a Glock in my mouth, yeah
And I can't breathe or speak out, yeah
She want me dead, I see now, yeah
She give me all those beatdowns, yeah
I wanna be a father, uh
But I can't when I need you like water
She diss on me, we bring in the choppers
She missin' me, but I can't take no offers
She so dangerous (dangerous)
So flavorous (flavorous)
Tryna find where the paper is (paper is)
My heart so traitorous (so traitorous)
And I can't seem to leave her
'Cause I always believe her
I shoulda known she was an eater
Lord never told me she was the Reaper
She's here to kill me
She's here to drill me
And we up in Philly
She like, "Oh, really?" We up in Chile, yeah
I just fucked up, uh, uh, I'm so damn guilty
And yeah, I roll up the sticky
She my heel, she my Achilles
I miss her, but shit gets real tricky
And right now it's real chilly
I can't breathe if you not with me
I know she out to get me
And she always wanna diss me
Then turn around and kiss me
And says she'll always miss me
But she don't really miss me
Nobody really gets me
Down bad with the keys to the city
I know she mad, hit me 'til I'm dizzy
I'm tipsy, I'm Redd like I'm Trippie, uh
You push me into the grave, yeah
You don't want me to stay, yeah
When I fuckin' need you
You not here anyway, oh
I'ma loner and a fighter
I act like I'm okay, though
She broke my heart, yeah
And I never recovered from that day, woah
From that day, woah
And I don't wanna end this song
I can't tell if I'm right or wrong
Wake up and just hit the bong
I know I fuckin' lost
Won, but at what cost?
Gone, but at what cost?
Yeah, I fucked up, I get it, I realize
That maybe I was never the real guy, uh...
Them bitches, they 'on't care
They was never there, no
Why life gotta be so unfair?
I really thought we was the perfect pair
Her hair curly, I see her everywhere
She everywhere, even in my nightmares
When I wake up I swear
She standin' right there, she standin' right there, ooh-ooh
I make her some coffee, yeah
Hands all on my body, oh-yeah
She rape me, she got the auto Tommy, yeah
She won't let me leave or she'd pop me, yea
And I fucked up, she hot like wasabi
I'm so lucked up, nobody even want me
And my luck's up, baby, come and stop me
And I fucked up, I don't even know where my mom be
And she got the fuckin' Glocky
She gon' ice me like we playin' hockey
I can never escape
I can never just run
She's always at my place
No matter where I stay
She totin' that gun
I cannot be saved
I'm her personal slave
I'm her personal slave
I'm her personal slave, woah, uh
(What to do without my baby darling?)
(You got me fuckin' bawlin')
(It's true that I count my losses)
(For you, baby, I'd really pop shit)
(And I know her love for me is microscopic)
(But I cannot stop it)
(I just want your hands all on me, I'm bein' honest)
(Please stay with me, you make me feel wanted, you make me feel wanted...)