into the grave

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You push me into the grave, yeah
 
You don't want me to stay, yeah
 
When I fuckin' need you
 
You not here anyway, oh
 
I'ma loner and a fighter
 
I act like I'm okay, though
 
She broke my heart, yeah
 
And I never recovered from that day, woah
 
From that day, woah
 
 
 
Bitch, I'm not okay, no, I'm fucked up, play with Play-Doh
 
You break my heart, I do shit if you say so
 
'Cause you never played your part, eyes red like a volcano
 
I'm eruptin', lil' bitch, we wind like tornado
 
I can't fuck with you hoes, I'ma stay 'lone
 
They tryna take hoes, I fuckin' hate hoes
 
Yeah, I keep my head low, I'ma just stay low
 
6 feet deep in my grave, though
 
I'm up in San Diego, woah
 
Yeah, she hot like Hot Potato, I'm down bad, tryna find me a rainbow
 
But I'm so fucked up, she wanna be on the payroll
 
All she want is money, come in like a torpedo
 
I'm by the balcony, I need me a raincoat
 
She call me on a pay phone, I know I'm the one they love to hate, though
 
Uh
 
 
 
'Cause I know they hate me
 
Wake up to hoes tryna break me
 
These hoes really thought they could tame me
 
I really thought I could change you
 
Like you done changed me
 
Goddamn, I hate you
 
And you always play me
 
And I always play you
 
Why'd you have to betray me?
 
I never even betrayed you...
 
 
 
And they want me dead, I can tell
 
And even thought you hate me I still wish you well
 
Still include you in my prayers at night
 
'Cause I don't know why we always had to fight
 
You were the one person who kept me alive
 
Without you I barely even survived
 
And this fake love won't ever suffice
 
All this fake love you'd just provide, uh-uh
 
I just want some credit, I just wan' be respected
 
Hoes always disrespectin', why am I so disrespected?
 
This some real complex shit, your love's perplexin'
 
She left, yeah, she went to the exit
 
She want me dead, yeah, pain has never lessened
 
And she frame me as a deadbeat dad when I'm not
 
And I know she's laughin' in the back, meanwhile I'm noddin' off
 
These drugs (these drugs) got me higher than I could ever be
 
And I'm just hopin' you remember me
 
'Cause if you held me hostage, you'd never surrender me
 
Still, I pay homage, but I know you'd dismember me
 
 
 
Baby, I just want you in my bed again
 
And I was really hopin' we could be friends again, but then again
 
You all up in my head again
 
Now you wantin' me dead again
 
Fucked up, countin' up this Yen again
 
Got so mad, in my zen again
 
Hate these hoes, countin' these tens again
 
Why am I still here? I lost my bestest friend
 
Hoes diss on me, but yet again
 
I know I'm wrong, I'm stressed again, I'm pressed again
 
Failed this test again, I done wept again
 
All I fuckin' do is cry in my bed
 
I know nowadays you're seein' red
 
You'd kill me if you had a chance
 
Baby, come with me on this last damn chance, ooh-ooh
 
 
 
And I know she hates me, it's obvious
 
Really hard to stay so damn positive
 
She put a Glock in my mouth, yeah
 
And I can't breathe or speak out, yeah
 
She want me dead, I see now, yeah
 
She give me all those beatdowns, yeah
 
I wanna be a father, uh
 
But I can't when I need you like water
 
She diss on me, we bring in the choppers
 
She missin' me, but I can't take no offers
 
She so dangerous (dangerous)
 
So flavorous (flavorous)
 
Tryna find where the paper is (paper is)
 
My heart so traitorous (so traitorous)
 
And I can't seem to leave her
 
'Cause I always believe her
 
I shoulda known she was an eater
 
Lord never told me she was the Reaper
 
 
 
She's here to kill me
 
She's here to drill me
 
And we up in Philly
 
She like, "Oh, really?" We up in Chile, yeah
 
I just fucked up, uh, uh, I'm so damn guilty
 
And yeah, I roll up the sticky
 
She my heel, she my Achilles
 
I miss her, but shit gets real tricky
 
And right now it's real chilly
 
I can't breathe if you not with me
 
I know she out to get me
 
And she always wanna diss me
 
Then turn around and kiss me
 
And says she'll always miss me
 
But she don't really miss me
 
Nobody really gets me
 
Down bad with the keys to the city
 
I know she mad, hit me 'til I'm dizzy
 
I'm tipsy, I'm Redd like I'm Trippie, uh
 
 
 
You push me into the grave, yeah
 
You don't want me to stay, yeah
 
When I fuckin' need you
 
You not here anyway, oh
 
I'ma loner and a fighter
 
I act like I'm okay, though
 
She broke my heart, yeah
 
And I never recovered from that day, woah
 
From that day, woah
 
 
 
And I don't wanna end this song
 
I can't tell if I'm right or wrong
 
Wake up and just hit the bong
 
I know I fuckin' lost
 
Won, but at what cost?
 
Gone, but at what cost?
 
Yeah, I fucked up, I get it, I realize
 
That maybe I was never the real guy, uh...
 
Them bitches, they 'on't care
 
They was never there, no
 
Why life gotta be so unfair?
 
I really thought we was the perfect pair
 
Her hair curly, I see her everywhere
 
She everywhere, even in my nightmares
 
When I wake up I swear
 
She standin' right there, she standin' right there, ooh-ooh
 
 
 
I make her some coffee, yeah
 
Hands all on my body, oh-yeah
 
She rape me, she got the auto Tommy, yeah
 
She won't let me leave or she'd pop me, yea
 
And I fucked up, she hot like wasabi
 
I'm so lucked up, nobody even want me
 
And my luck's up, baby, come and stop me
 
And I fucked up, I don't even know where my mom be
 
And she got the fuckin' Glocky
 
She gon' ice me like we playin' hockey
 
I can never escape
 
I can never just run
 
She's always at my place
 
No matter where I stay
 
She totin' that gun
 
I cannot be saved
 
I'm her personal slave
 
I'm her personal slave
 
I'm her personal slave, woah, uh
 
 
 
(What to do without my baby darling?)
 
(You got me fuckin' bawlin')
 
(It's true that I count my losses)
 
(For you, baby, I'd really pop shit)
 
(And I know her love for me is microscopic)
 
(But I cannot stop it)
 
(I just want your hands all on me, I'm bein' honest)
 
(Please stay with me, you make me feel wanted, you make me feel wanted...)

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