I CAN'T DECIDE BY BREXTON
• Written by LyricalX
I took some chances just to love again
I took my heart, but I fucked up again
And she broke my heart, broke my trust again
That's why I don't got much friends
'Cause I'm fucked for life
Now niggas want the Benz
I just wan' find a wife
'Cause niggas, they do this 'til the very end
I can't decide
If we're best friends
I can't decide..
I got no love, I got no attachments
Love at first sight, that's not what happened
Cuz all I wanted was you, but that didn't happen
So now I'm searchin' for the truth, never lackin'
I gave her my love and she came and went
I know pussy niggas got the same intent
Fucking on her body, I'ma play like pen
Niggas want my body, I won't take no friends
I won't make no friends, I done paid some friends
Niggas takin' Benz, I just betrayed my friends
But why niggas tryna play dumb?
We all know you ain't dumb
I done fuckin' gave up cuz we ain't even do the same drugs
Thought u was my day 1, I take one
Xanny to numb the pain, I made one
Hunnid thousand dollars for you, come take some
Now niggas know they can't play us
I'm with all my bitches, you can't betray us
And niggas always switchin', but they still got the same love
Tired of this fake love, I ain't do that, Drake much?
I ain't ever had no real love, just the fake kind
Now niggas love me thru the grapevine
You knew damn well this shit would take time
So why lie? Babygirl, I'm trynna make time
But it's hard, 'cause you tryna play fine
Can you be mine? But at the same time
I love you and I hate you, the baseline
Bitch, I get stuck in the daylight, bitches cry in the daytime
But when it's nighttime they switch up, do this shit statewide
Cuz niggas, they fake, right? By the wayside
Shit'll take time, mainstream, by the mainline
You said I wasn't your main guy, K9, got them canines
She love her waistline, me? I love how I waste time
All we do is waste time, fuck niggas tryna break my
Heart, but I can't let 'em, need me some grapes, aight?
Cuz niggas, they wanna act snake-like
They snaky, they faking, they some fake guys
Now I know you like your yes-men, I like how you hate, guys
Cuz you always hate on my, always seem to hate my
Raps, nigga, run it back, nigga, no comin' back, nigga
You want me back, nigga? She runnin' laps, nigga
I call my Paps, nigga, she want it bad, nigga, she goin' out sad, nigga
I took some chances just to love again
I took my heart, but I fucked up again
And she broke my heart, broke my trust again
That's why I don't got much friends
'Cause I'm fucked for life
Now niggas want the Benz
I just wan' find a wife
'Cause niggas, they do this 'til the very end
I can't decide
If we're best friends
I can't decide..
But I can't let niggas know that I fuck wit' 'em
Cuz niggas know I put my trust in em
But why the fuck niggas lie? I like Eminem
They get mad at me call me homophobic, but then again
I know they don't like his raps, crunch em like an M&M
So fuck what niggas say, you can't pretend again
I already know you fake, I count up my yen again
Cuz I don't want no friends, cuz they all pretend
Honestly it depends if I'm wantin' friends or not
Cuz niggas they noddin' off
And niggas be callin' shots
Cuz why niggas be fallin' off?
And just to top it off
Mama told me to knock it off
For shit I didn't do, now I lost it all
So Imma fuck them niggas and start poppin' off, uh
Nigga, what she really need? She don't need me
When she see me cry, yeah, she leave me
Cuz I just wanna die, please believe me
Too much on my mind, I'm too geeky
Niggas wanna die, y'all can't see me
So call me Sia, we watchin' TV
Can't trust no crazy bitch, you feel me?
Uh, niggas tryna oversee me
And I know that these niggas tryna peep me
Cuz I know niggas wanna kill theyselves
I'm fucked up, baby, yeah, I hate myself
And I know niggas fightin' they demons
And I know damn well that we didn't have to reach this
But we're here already so oh well, baby, you're a demon
Hop in the goddamn Hellcat, she my Garden of Eden
She gon' bite the apple, Eve
Niggas fake, yeah, I can see
What she see? Love or the money on me, uh
Niggas tryna go peep
And when I see her I leave
Can't face me with the secrets she keeps
Some niggas just can't be redeemed
And I want that nigga to keys
Got the dough, but her love's make-believe
Tryna heal, but it's hard to even breathe
How to feel? I can't feel, I can't eat
What's your deal? Made a deal just to sleep
I got my Glockenspiel, Imma win, just you wait
And I know them niggas wanna conversate
But rn I'm tryna contemplate
Fuck them hoes, fuck what you wanna say
I get the dough, I'm just like Jay
So what she gon' do anyway?
We do this shit every day..
I took some chances just to love again
I took my heart, but I fucked up again
And she broke my heart, broke my trust again
That's why I don't got much friends
'Cause I'm fucked for life
Now niggas want the Benz
I just wan' find a wife
'Cause niggas, they do this 'til the very end
I can't decide
If we're best friends
I can't decide..