Where To Start

 

Late nights, I’m alone with my thoughts in the dark

Heart cold but it beat like it want a restart

Came from the bottom, still carry the scars

They keep askin’ my plans, but I don’t know where to start

 

Late drives, city lights, got me lost in my head

Too much shit that I felt, too much left unsaid

If I’m honest with myself, I’m still full of regret

They keep askin’ my plans, I keep sayin’ what’s next

 

 

New money, same demons, yeah they ride with me

Every blessing feel cursed when it cost my sleep

I been quiet on purpose, let the silence speak

They be talkin’ that real but it sound real weak

 

Love fast, fall hard, that shit left a bruise

Put my trust in her hands, gave her power to choose

She ain’t fuck with the grind, she just liked the views

Had to cut that shit off, had nothin’ to lose

 

Industry full of smiles, lotta hate in disguise

They’ll applaud your fall just to laugh at the rise

I been movin’ on instinct, not trustin’ advice

Seen too many real souls get fed to the lies

 

If I fall, I adapt, I ain’t new to the pain

Every scar in my skin got a story engraved

I ain’t done with this road, still learnin’ the game

Ask me where I’m headed, God is leading my way