Been Gone

Late night drives with the tears in my eyes

I was holding your love, thought we’d never divide

You was saying forever, then you switched up the vibe

Now I’m talking to ghosts just to make it survive

 

I put trust in your words, let my guard go aside

All the promises sweet, but the truth always hide

I was deep in my feelings, you was along for the ride

Now I’m lost in my head, yeah I’m dead inside

 

I been fighting my demons, they don’t ever get tired

Mix the hurt with the love, whole heart on fire

Told myself I’m okay, yeah I’m a damn good liar

Every smile that I show just another disguise

 

I was there when you broke, never asked you to try

Now I’m breaking alone, screaming out to the sky

If you see me do better, don’t ask me why

I been gone, tryna save my life

 

 

 

In my head all alone with the voices again

They be telling me trust, then they telling me end

I was giving you love, you was counting my sins

Now I’m stuck in a loop where the sorrow begin

 

I been pouring my soul in a cup with no end

Every sip taste the same, yeah it poison within

I was hoping you’d stay, you was ready to bend

Now I’m walking this road with no hand to extend

 

They see money and fame, think the hurt finally end

But the scars still bleed, yeah they deep in my skin

I been running from peace, I don’t know how to win

When the war in my head feel heavier than sin

 

If I overdose thoughts, don’t act shocked in the end

I was crying for help, you was missing the lens

If I make it out alive, I won’t be the same man

I been gone, hope you understand

 

I been gone, yeah I faded from the light

Too many nights tryna wrestle with my mind

You been calling but I’m drifting outta sight

I been gone, tryna make it out alive

 

I been gone, yeah the pain don’t feel right

Heart too heavy, got me numb every time

If you loved me, why you leave me in the night

I been gone, tryna save my life