SobR4Nevr
• Written by BR4CKETT
BR4CKETT's Notes
Sober for never is the title if u didn't decipher it, even tho I thought it was ez
//starts rapping at 0:15
I’m sipping on memories I can’t seem to forget
Every corner of my mind stuck on last night’s regret
Pour another for the kid that thought he’d find peace
Now he’s lost in his reflection when the quiet won’t cease
Shadow on the wall, tell me who that really is
Every second on repeat like a tape I never quit
Cold sweat on my pillow when the sun begins to rise
Trying wake up from a dream that’s bleeding through my eyes
I been searching for a reason in the bottom of a cup
Caught up in these cycles that I swear I’m sick of trying to cut
Friends say I’m gone but I’m still right here trying to cope
Barely standing on my own with a pocket full of hope
Used to be a vision, now I’m distant like a ghost
Moving through these empty streets wondering who I lost most
But I’ma keep my heart loud while my thoughts stay humble
Trying find a way out but I keep falling where I stumble
this alcohol is my system starting to bumble
boiling up to the top, its outside of the bubble
//ends rapping at 1:18 and starts hook at 1:22
I’ve been running from the pain but it’s right behind me
Trying to clean my soul but the past still finds me
Told myself I’d change but the bottle remind me
I’m sober for now, but I’m sober 4 never
I’ve been drowning in the noise inside my head lately
Trying heal the pieces but the cracks hate me
If I ever fall off, don’t say it gets better
I’m sober for now… but I’m sober 4 never
//starts 2nd verse at 1:49
I’ve been living in a loop that I swore I’d outgrow
Same road, same pain, but the pace too slow
People tell me “stay strong,” but they don’t even know
How the quiet in my room got a dangerous glow
I ain’t looking for forgiveness, I been searching for truth
Trying to balance out the man I am with shadows of youth
Nights faded into days, now they blend in a blur
Every promise that I made? Man, it’s hard to stay sure
Trying to breathe in the moments that keep slipping away
Trying to learn from all the shit I never planned to replay
If I make it out alive, then I’ll have something to say
But until then, I’m in the mirror trying to find my own way
I’ve been speaking to the shadows like they know me the best
Trying to piece together moments that I lost to the stress
If tomorrow never comes, lay my heart on my chest
Because I lived through every battle that I never confessed
its better to let me die alone from the tortures of hell
than to fight 6 rounds just to lose when you hear the bell
God got my ways, God will properly fix me
at least I hope so, because this alcohol Is driving me crazy
got this retaining chair, and its driving me lazy
got too many drugs in my system lately
now I'm gonna speak this and speak it blatantly
fix yourself or else it will kill ya
//starts hook at 3:09
I’ve been running from the pain but it’s right behind me
Trying to clean my soul but the past still finds me
Told myself I’d change but the bottle remind me
I’m sober for now, but I’m sober 4 never
I’ve been drowning in the noise inside my head lately
Trying heal the pieces but the cracks hate me
If I ever fall off, don’t say it gets better
I’m sober for now… but I’m sober 4 never
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BR4CKETT
Member since June 1 2024