SCARED THAT I WON'T

I'm tryna heal but I'm scared that I won't

 

I can't even feel, yeah, I don't even got no home

 

I just wanna heal, so I will not pick up no phone

 

I'm just tryna heal, I'm just tryna heal

 

I'm tryna heal but I'm scared that I won't

 

Tryna drug deal, 'cause my heart be so cold

 

I just wanna feel, but I cannot feel no mo'

 

I'm just tryna heal, I'm just tryna heal, uh-uh

 

 

 

I'm staring at the world through a telescope

 

Said you loved me, but I know you don't

 

Yeah, baby, no you won't, yeah, yeah, baby, no you don't

 

You say you'd be there for me, I know you won't

 

She never cared for me, you grab your phone and go to post

 

I'm so cold, so-so broke, uh, yeah, coast-to-coast

 

So fucked up, never close to home, yeah

 

And it goes to show, we can go toe to toe, uh

 

Baby, I just need you, shit hit too close to home

 

So now I'm cryin' in my bedroom, I'm goin' home

 

Way to go, fuckin' hate you hoes, fuckin' hate these hoes

 

Way to go, that was days ago, fuck what your data shows

 

Now them bitches playin' dumb, they playin' hoes

 

I cannot trust no fakin' hoes, all of my bros they fakin' though

 

I just don't wanna face it any mo', I cannot face these hoes

 

I made a go, I made my home, her face aglow

 

I fucking hate you hoes, I won't even say hello

 

I make this dough, yeah, I made this dough

 

Won't let you take it hoe, can't let you take it, though

 

You try to play the GOAT, but you really ain't no GOAT

 

I'm with my bitches, you can't win with grace alone

 

I know I fucked up, baby, there's still so many days to go

 

If you gon' leave me then let the data flow

 

'Cause you abused me too with the data shown, uh

 

Got your IP, these hoes think they alone

 

I'm outside they window, I won't play no mo', yeah

 

Can't love with faith alone, hope you've taken note

 

Takin' notes, yeah, so baby, take these notes

 

All my bitches remain alone, 'cause we stay so cold

 

I'm always stayin' home, I've always ate alone

 

Hoes be rated low, then debates arose

 

We always fightin', schemin', lyin', that's why I've stayed alone

 

I stay alone, I haven't gave these hoes any of this self-made dough, uh

 

So bitch, I'ma buy me a spacious home, betray these hoes

 

I won't pay no hoes, these hoes can't take a joke

 

I made a joke, and these hoes came and go

 

My heart, it may corrode, you hoes would break a code

 

Me? I'd break yo' bones, and then I'd take those bones

 

And make a home, so now that I've made a home

 

I won't wait no mo', waited for way too long, so-so way to go

 

So-so, way to go, uh, way to go, so-so way to go, uh, way to go, uh

 

 

 

I'm tryna heal but I'm scared that I won't

 

I can't even feel, yeah, I don't even got no home

 

I just wanna heal, so I will not pick up no phone

 

I'm just tryna heal, I'm just tryna heal

 

I'm tryna heal but I'm scared that I won't

 

Tryna drug deal, 'cause my heart be so cold

 

I just wanna feel, but I cannot feel no mo'

 

I'm just tryna heal, I'm just tryna heal, uh-uh

 

 

 

I had a courageous soul, don't raise they hopes

 

My mama raised a GOAT, that GOAT was me, I'm always raisin' hope

 

I'm giving people a life to live, eyes got a hazy glow

 

Now them bitches lie, so I had to take they clothes

 

'Cause this is my house, fuck all my hated foes

 

Crazy Joe tryna take my hoes, only Satan knows

 

Hoes speak wit' a nasal tone, for Lord's sake alone

 

Baby, the love I gave these hoes

 

Is not affordable, where's the appreciation, hoe?

 

I gave you my heart, tried to change these hoes

 

But you can't change these hoes or even tame these hoes, no

 

'Cause them hoes, I need to take it slow, I need to take it slow

 

It's hard to stay afloat, nobody can reign alone

 

The rain falls slow, her love tasted so

 

Nice, nice, and her face would glow

 

Oh, her face would shine, her face has shone, your bars, they stay below

 

My bars, they stay so high, demons are some shit you can't face alone

 

So bring your bestest guys, I know mistakes arose

 

But it'll be alright, so take my woes

 

And take all my frights, so if I die tonight

 

You know who did it, alright?

 

You know who did it, alright?

 

'Cause bitches, they cold, woah-oh

 

And they say they ain't know, woah-oh

 

And I betray hoes, I'ma play hoes, we don't play those

 

Bitch tornado, yeah, eruptin' like a volcano

 

I fucking hate hoes, I fucking hate hoes, if she say so

 

Tornado, come in like a tornado, no hurricane, though

 

No Katrina, uh, she a diva, like baby, I need ya

 

Ideas, got them ideas, she pay wit' Visa

 

My bitches know I'm always keepin' a Nina

 

In the arena, bitch, I'm in her vagina

 

I'm with my bitches, my bitch, she Latina

 

Quesadilla, margarita, call up Serena, we so damn viva

 

She need a subpoena, I'm no hyena

 

But I need all of this dough, uh, tortilla

 

I need me some tequila, she move like a ballerina

 

I call up Dima, yeah, she a diva, runnin' fast like I'ma cheetah

 

Fuck on these hoes, yeah, yeah

 

Oh, woah, I know you're fakin'...