Temper Tantrum

Going through a temper tantrum

And they are not never random

Write this like a memorandum

As my official pissed off anthem

Like an alarm that’s been set off within

Haters been breaking & entering my mind

Wondering if there will ever be a time

Where my life isn’t overwhelmingly like

On the brink of war, you reap what you sow

I’m tired of all of these people who’s shown

Their true colors like that Pleasantville film

But lemme remind yall I’m a menace still, hell~

I retain this title 24/7, so this section’s is filled

Don’t you even mention the belt I wear because I’ve earned whipping others without one

You tried to denounce my name when it was rising up the ranks and I’ve rebound from

Those rainy days, it’s gave me ways to cope when at my lowest like some discount shop

Bundled with the clearance section, like traveling a wavy ocean because I needed a sail (sale)

I can be petty as hell, the unsettling will power makes it hard to for me to be steady until

I’m feeling so pressurized, yet still I catered twice the amount of doubt I hide

A guilt characterized keeps building layers high & when you talk it’s sounding like

A bunch of lies constantly flying out those lips of yours and I allowed it’s time

To reach its height, and it felt plagiarized when I took the words out your mouth inside

I know you all got something to say,

Nothing but hate, constant complaints

On my birthday, none of you came

Juggling weights, buckled in place

I mean where’s the love you proclaimed

You had for me? Can’t trust you when half asleep~

Gotta keep an eye out for things, my sighting outta reach, squinting like reading captions onscreen

But how long will I be treated unfairly? I’ve basically had been bleeding for merely

Each visit and seemed victimized when I’m just simply trying not to be mean indirectly

When I respond back to you, but yall got me under the scope like this is recon avenue

All because half of you got a fucking problem with me, which is so dead wrong having me

Be a part of this deadbeat family, full of diabetics lurking for their insulin shots

Wow, physically you all sound like you’re in such a fucking excellent spot

Yall don’t listen enough, but one day you won’t hear once that pistol is popped

Keep on pissing me off, I’ll have your family be as quiet as a whisper you fucks

But you all keep pushing my buttons until they get stuck and I fire off on full auto

I’m tired of the excuses you often use to get out of the situations you’ve fueled, although

I remain hostile, wanna get in between the crossfire be my guess as I choose to rebuttal

It’s your fault why I stay loose with these awful

Way of words as the day just turns, I wouldn’t want to see you in my next chapter

I want your heads fractured, and if I could skip past your funeral, so I can also rest after

To get my thoughts back, no need for Rorschach when changing faces looking like Vitiligo

Pistol nose bigger than Benny Blanco, if you’re in flight you better hope it ain’t no helicopter

Get the missile launcher, pull the trigger backward, red like I squeezed Sriracha

I’ll feed off whatever like Omakase with a side of a smaller frosty and a number one, please

In this rap game I’m sort of bossy, deforming bodies like some horrible scene

That’s a warning for everyone who manages to poke the bear when I normally seem

Calm, but you’re going to actually get under my skin to have me to respond

‘Cause I’ll diss you til the black ink goes dissolve, disappearing like magic from the wand

You really want something happening to us, but bitch just keep imagining it because

We’re never wrapping it up, actually I’m just ready to wipe this galaxy outta

Existence by lyrical exhibits, treat you like an ex-girlfriend with the audacity to run

Knowing damn well they caused the issue, as for anyone who’s challenging to box

Even for the ones that seemed like my friends are starting unraveling enough

I will destroy you when half asleep, numb-nuts.