Sadness

 

 

Verse

so just Imagine not Sleeping almost every single Night/

so Just Imagine the pain always being the only thing you write/

Just imagine Always Being In the wrong, And never in the right/

So Welcome to my life, Put emotions into these words i write/

So Why you so heartless, Guess just Surrounded by fog in the night/

am constantly trying to find some light, Only Sadness, In my sight/

Madness, sadness, fuck this shit I've had it, Thoughts inside my attic,/

come up and look at the foundation, all cracked, forever damaged/

This once Peaceful soul Had been ripped apart , and Burned Into Ashes,/

Shit why the fuck does life have to this way, and be so Savage?/

kill me god, leave my body to rot, decayed on this Mattress/

Take the pain like paint create art on the Canvas, No need to Practice,/

They say man you got a lot of talents, man, I'm just me, Damaged/

Take the pain Like paint, and Aim Then Spray, Let that shit drop Like the rain/

Lost again inside my mind, I'm looking out the Window In Pain,/

Looking at the clouds and rain, Guess that's why its called The Window Pane/

the end of life, become nothing but ashes, Mind forever Blackness/

How did this take over my whole entire life, This is that Sad shit /

How did this take over my whole God Dam mind, this is that Mad shit/

the world around me crumbles, and i slip, bananas, Disastrous/

So, fade away, away to the blackness, where the fuck is Talin ,/

you got Potential Talin, keep at it man , don't waste the talents /

But Why are you always writing all this deep dark sad shit, so why?/

The Walls are closing in, no escape, But I am prepared to die/

The walls are Coming In, yea, Closing on me from Every Side, /

depressed as depressed I can be so i spend all my time Inside,/

Guess Have no friends to come over and chill for a night, and just vibe /

So its just me , myself, and all these things that i keep deep inside /

I feel it? I feel Its getting worse, becoming numb from the hurt, /

So soon it will be Me Getting a final ride in that Black hearse, /

So let me lay the bars down, YEAH, of all my pain inside this Verse /

Let me Put these bars down, Around me, I hide In the Hidden cage /

happiness sometimes comes out in spurts but most days feels just gray, /

You cant see I'm trapped in these thoughts Of mine, How do i Escape? /

if these are my final words, Just please mama, Listen to these words,/

Sorry to my mother, Hate how I'm always hurt, /

I Hate seeing you get old, losing my time with you, shit this hurts,/

I Pray to god for Answers to my questions, Hey you there? Hi?/

I Guess gods on vacation, I've never received any replies /

So i Plead, fall to my Knees, Scream, why wont you just help me, why ?/

Im Trapped inside here, lonely i am, but here its safe place to cry,/

But if i stay to long, in this place afraid, I would lose my Life/

Afraid To become A Statistic of the Victims of suicide/

this it? the last goodbye? Just let me sit Have one last good old cry /

this is it, I can hear it, the clock of the time slowing's its ticks /

know i will be missed, mama this wasn't supposed to end up like this /

it just it is what it is.