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I'm tryna write down all my darkness

 

And all of my sadness

 

And all of my madness

 

'Cause I got bad habits

 

I can barely get by

 

So I write all these rhymes

 

And I don't wanna live this life

 

If you're not in it..

 

 

 

Yeah, you made it so hard to even hold you

 

And you know I'ma fold you

 

Like an omelet, nigga, I can't stop it

 

Nigga, please just stop this

 

In the Wraith, in the Foreign

 

Fuck them niggas, they not important

 

Got the dough, I deserve it

 

Why the fuck I buy you Birkin?

 

 

 

I don't know, but I know I'm hurtin'

 

Head down low hidin' behind those curtains

 

Niggas, they cold, yeah, they cold, not hot, no burnin'

 

And I know, yes, I know, I know I deserve this

 

But it's hard to accept that

 

These hoes got me dead mad

 

And you know I'm always deadass

 

All my friends got dead dads

 

 

 

My daddy just absent

 

These hoes, they cappin'

 

Can't ever catch me lackin'

 

14 niggas click clackin', yeah

 

I be knick knackin', I be riff raffin'

 

Hoes laugh at me, but nobody else be laughin'

 

'Cept them, intercept them, can't respect them

 

They some yes-men, now they dead men

 

Fuck they best friends, we the best men, yeah

 

 

 

I'm tryna write down all my darkness

 

And all of my sadness

 

And all of my madness

 

'Cause I got bad habits

 

I can barely get by

 

So I write all these rhymes

 

And I don't wanna live this life

 

If you're not in it..

 

 

 

Wake up from a nightmare at 3 am

 

I don't know what to do, so I'ma play these pens

 

Niggas talk shit, got the Mercedes Benz

 

Don't care how much my baby spends

 

When my baby's dead

 

I'll be fuckin' dead

 

Fuck with 11's and maybe 10s

 

I don't know what to do, where have all the ladies went?

 

Yeah, she came and went

 

She done played my friends

 

'Til the very end, I'll be the ladies men

 

 

 

Okay, I'm on the radio, writin' records, playin' hoes

 

I'm playing hoes, I can't play with hoes

 

I can't play with those, I been stayin' home

 

My heart stayin' cold, you hoes always say the most

 

But never do the most, so I'm just gon' stay alone

 

So now these hoes tryna play my hoes

 

But you cannot play my bros

 

These niggas be the fakest hoes

 

We done snaked his hoe, yeah

 

 

 

We done shot his hoe, now he playin' dead

 

Too much on my mind, got a safety lens

 

Fuck them niggas, yeah, bought my baby's bed

 

And you ladies mad, give 'em shaky legs

 

She need a safety net, she need some safety checks

 

You come home safely yet?

 

Her pussy, it's stayin' wet, where has Katie went?

 

 

 

I'm tryna write down all my darkness

 

And all of my sadness

 

And all of my madness

 

'Cause I got bad habits

 

I can barely get by

 

So I write all these rhymes

 

And I don't wanna live this life

 

If you're not in it..

 

 

 

I know them niggas dissin' you

 

Nobody will care, nobody be missin' you

 

There's some shit I miss to do

 

Now FBI be listin' you

 

You ask me what a list'll do

 

I know them niggas dissin' you

 

But they gon' wanna be kissin' you

 

I sense them demons within you

 

You're addicted, too

 

I get it, dude, uh

 

Now I'm makin' moves, never trust a shady dude

 

I was throwin' shade to you, that's what I was taught to do

 

Now I've lost it too and it's costed me and costed you

 

Our sanity...

 

 

 

(Okay, okay, okay, bitches lie, but I say, "No way")

 

(Get the dough and do it the hoe way)

 

(What to do when all of 'em go 'way?)

 

(I'm not okay, I die inside, I do cocaine)

 

(My raps are not too profane)

 

(She bad, Kurt Cobain..)