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I lost my mind, now I cannot heal

 

Lost my friends, yeah, you know the deal

 

Met my end, so I cannot feel

 

I lost my mind, now I cannot heal

 

Lost my shit, now I'm stuck in here

 

Met my girl, but then she disappeared

 

I lost my mind, now I cannot even fuckin' hear

 

 

 

I don't wanna die too young, yeah, I don't wan' die

 

I'm so addicted to her, like every night

 

My heart is cold as hell, it's colder than ice

 

Got stabbed in my heart, and she watched me die

 

Don't really like you either, but I got to abide

 

These niggas be eaters, they can't do it right

 

She be the Grim Reaper, stalkin' me at night

 

But I ain't wanna leave her, so the drugs'll suffice

 

 

 

I lost my mind, now I cannot heal

 

Lost my friends, haven't ate no meals

 

Met my end, got my Glockenspiel

 

I lost my mind, now I cannot heal

 

Lost my shit, cannot face my fears

 

Met my dad, but then he disappeared

 

I lost my mind, and the end is near

 

I lost my mind, and the end is near

 

 

 

Wake up, smoke hasn't cleared

 

And she want me dead, the pain's so damn severe

 

What can I do? I'm too insecure

 

I lost you, now I'm in the hemisphere

 

They want me dead, for the damn premiere

 

Inside my head, I wanna disappear

 

Inside her bed, her makeup be smeared

 

'Cause when I'm dead, I'll be on the chandelier

 

Inside my coffin, I do that Shakespeare

 

And your love, I don't want it, she always sneers

 

Tryna persevere, she so insincere

 

God gon' overhear, every year, yeah

 

 

 

And I lost my mind, and my whole career

 

I wanna die, my head, it fucking rears

 

And I wan' cry, I wan' drown my sorrows with beer

 

'Cause when I die, nobody'll interfere

 

I can end my life and all my fucking peers

 

Wouldn't give a fuck, yeah, they grind my gears

 

So I lost my mind, hoes get hit like deer

 

And in my mind, I'm not one to volunteer

 

'Cause if I cry they'll bring out their spears

 

I can't even lie, sometimes I'm not here

 

When I'm in my zone, my heart just cheers

 

 

 

I lost my mind, I can never heal

 

Lost my friends, is my life even real?

 

Met my end, lost all my appeal

 

I lost my mind, so now I cannot heal

 

Lost my shit, Devil's behind the wheel

 

Met my girl, and we made a deal

 

I lost my mind, heart made out of steel

 

 

 

And my heart, yeah, it's fuckin' sealed

 

She broke my heart, her true colors revealed

 

From the start I knew my heart she'd steal

 

But I'd disregard that whole ordeal

 

And now my ban I'm trying to repeal

 

And I count these bands, my skin I will peel

 

And I wanna be your man, my heart I try to conceal

 

But Jesus, goddamn, I don't know how to feel

 

 

 

'Cause she hates me, this shit's unreal

 

Her love was my Achille's heel

 

And I know before her I will kneel

 

I'm so down bad, and this shit's surreal

 

I lost my mind, so I'll never heal

 

I lost my mind, so I'll never heal

 

Inside my heart, it screams for help

 

I had to do this shit all by myself

 

I'm missing you, but oh shit, oh well

 

'Cause when I'm missing you it feels like Hell

 

 

 

I lost my mind, and I lost myself

 

Everyone only care 'bout my wealth

 

Nobody give a fuck 'bout my health

 

And these niggas, yeah, they move in stealth

 

I lost my mind, and I lost myself

 

Now I'm a nigga under her spell

 

I was locked up in this cell

 

And these niggas, they want somethin' else

 

 

 

I lost my mind, now I cannot heal

 

Lost my friends, yeah, you know the deal

 

Met my end, so I cannot feel

 

I lost my mind, now I cannot heal

 

Lost my shit, now I'm stuck in here

 

Met my girl, but then she disappeared

 

I lost my mind, now I cannot even fuckin' hear

 

 

 

(Gave you my love in that damn hotel)

 

(These lines are not parallel)

 

(She been wishin' for someone else)

 

(Do this shit like I'm Roosevelt)

 

(Everyone tells me to kill myself)

 

(Maybe I will, I put my heart on the shelf)

 

(Collectin' scars, only time will tell)

 

(So down bad, so I'll say my farewells..)

 

 

 

(Lost my shit, lost that girl Michelle)

 

(I can't feel, this shit overwhelms)

 

(So down bad, that's why I rebel)

 

(And she so mad, but my bars heartfelt)

 

(When I'm mad, everyone I repel)

 

(I'm so sad, might just take the L)

 

(I lost my mind, I am now a shell)

 

Of my former self, bitch, my heart I sell

 

Does that ring a bell? Heart be needin' gel

 

I just try not to dwell, I ain't been feelin' swell

 

New PC, it's Dell, all I wanna do is scream & yell

 

Met you in that hotel, then we moved to that motel

 

Fuck the personnel, I'm by the citadel

 

And I got clientele, these hoes got no intel

 

I'm always gettin' expelled, do this shit like the damn Cartel

 

Give these hoes sickle cell, the crowds I dispel

 

And I'm so fucked up, so I ring your doorbell

 

You never answer, your life is so pastel

 

My life is so damn grey, that's my life in a nutshell

 

 

 

I can't feel my face, I fall down that stairwell

 

And I pull up in the Wraith, walkin' on them eggshells

 

I'm not okay, stories I retell

 

And I'm not okay, I've lost brain cells

 

She was my bae (my babe) so now I raise hell

 

I can't feel my face, on the carrousel

 

On the carrousel, do shit like Pharrell

 

I feel like Kordhell

 

 

 

(I lost my mind, I will never heal..)