i think.

I think I just lost my mind

 

I can't even make shit right

 

And I hate you but love you at the same damn time

 

So I'ma write these rhymes

 

Uh, my face full with grime

 

Yuh, these bitches wanna die

 

Huh, I'm too busy, right?

 

Yuh, aight

 

 

 

I see you tryin' to get your game on

 

I'm fucked up since day one

 

These hoes they just play dumb

 

Got my dough, she can't even face us

 

Bitches tried to play us

 

I put my money on your love

 

And it backfired

 

Lil' bitch, I'm so tired

 

Wanna kill myself, slash your damn tire

 

'Cause you found someone new and a new 'pire

 

And I know these hoes not cool, I got a new style

 

I just wanna make you smile

 

I know we been through a lot

 

I don't really do smiles, nah

 

And these hoes, 911 you dial

 

And I fucked up, yeah, I admit that

 

And I know damn well I can't get my shit back

 

She was dissin' on me so I had to diss back

 

Got them big racks, got them big stacks, yeah

 

I wanna pop hoes, I got me some Popeyes

 

These hoes don't love hoes, I ain't got mine

 

And I ain't got love, too much on my mind

 

And I ain't got trust, 'cause it's hard to trust guys

 

And they been wantin' me dead, I think about it sometimes

 

Feeling like I'll be dead, I already said it one time, yeah

 

These hoes, they don't care 'bout you

 

They won't be there for you

 

I was the only one who cared for you, yea

 

And you left me in a ditch

 

You make my breath hitch

 

You went and fucked Mitch

 

I'm down bad for you, bitch

 

And I got grievances, got no reasoning

 

These hoes weakening, tryna change the sequencing

 

My cuts be deepening, she need some seasoning

 

I need me a decent bitch, your love I've been sweetenin'

 

But it ain't sweet enough

 

I just wan' be enough

 

These Glocks, we keep 'em tucked

 

These hoes know my diamonds glistenin'

 

Why you never listening?

 

Fuck these hoes, I'm dissin' 'em

 

No fuck bitch, she give discipline

 

And she up in Michigan, woah-oh

 

I'm just visiting, none of us innocent

 

We all done some sins, yeah, but damn, she magnificent

 

Without her, my life I will not be finishin'

 

I'd end it all for you, baby, my love's never diminishin'

 

And these hoes, the tension's thickenin'

 

What you're witnessin'

 

Is a livid bitch who needs cripplin'

 

Yeah, my heartbeat's dwindling

 

I'd die for you, baby, even if you distancin'

 

Yourself from me, I hate it, it's sickenin'

 

Gave you my love and you stiffening

 

Fuck all these hoes, my heart quickening

 

Gave you my heart, you was pickin' it

 

You ripped me 'part, now you pivoting

 

I know they dissin' on me, but I ain't giving in

 

This life we living is

 

Got me wishing I wasn't existing in

 

This life..

 

 

 

I think I just lost my mind

 

I can't even make shit right

 

And I hate you but love you at the same damn time

 

So I'ma write these rhymes

 

Uh, my face full with grime

 

Yuh, these bitches wanna die

 

Huh, I'm too busy, right?

 

Yuh, aight

 

 

 

Got you a cat for your birthday

 

You only call me on your worst days

 

And I wanna be in first place

 

But I'm always in that third place

 

These hoes got bird brains

 

So we gon' open them bird gates

 

Bitches fake, that's what Curt say

 

So fuck them bitches, that shit hearsay

 

And she want me dead, always on Thursdays

 

She so nasty, so I pull up to her workplace

 

Wit' a Glocky in my hand on her third day

 

She only text me on workdays

 

Never on the weekends

 

Feel like Kurt 'bain

 

These bitches off the deep end

 

There has to be a third way

 

Why the fuck you leaving?

 

She love me in a perverse way

 

And hates me for no reason

 

These bitches, yeah, they schemin'

 

Two twin Glocks incase she leavin'

 

And I know I only see her when I'm dreamin'

 

But she my everything, I need her to see it

 

She was the one who was decent

 

All these other girls fake as Hell

 

Touch 'em like they Braille

 

Yeah, aight, these hoes not doin' well

 

Gave you my love and you still prevail

 

I cannot really go into no details

 

And I won't even check my damn emails

 

She been loving me then hating me the next day

 

I don't understand, no

 

So I'ma count these bands, woah

 

I said I'll be damned, oh

 

Baby, I can be your mans

 

You know I'm better than

 

Your other mans, got a rubberband

 

These hoes don't understand, I gave you 100 grand

 

And you didn't give me shit back

 

He do the running man, yeah

 

And where the fuck you at?

 

I just want your love, yeah, we made a pact

 

She don't really love me and that is that

 

Shoulda known we would never everlast

 

 

 

So where the fuck is Dad?

 

I can't really get him back

 

These hoes know I'm wishin' that

 

You would come back to me

 

Once at last, yeah

 

But that won't happen

 

So I can only imagine

 

Sometimes I imagine

 

Me being your captain

 

But okay, I'll just sit here

 

These hoes don't want him here

 

I never had shit here, yeah

 

And I know, I know, they don't care

 

So I'll go, I'll go, somewhere

 

I'm alone, so alone, it's not fair

 

So where will I go? I don't know, 'cause God ain't there

 

Yeah

 

I be rippin' out my hair

 

I thought we was the perfect pair

 

What is love? I'm unsure

 

Steady tryna find a cure

 

Why the fuck she be so pure?

 

I know damn well I won't be reassured

 

 

 

I think I just lost my mind

 

I can't even make shit right

 

And I hate you but love you at the same damn time

 

So I'ma write these rhymes

 

Uh, my face full with grime

 

Yuh, these bitches wanna die

 

Huh, I'm too busy, right?

 

Yuh, aight