God Almighty

As high as life takes me, on this journey or this path

My pride ate me up and made me forget all of the past

And now Im struggling to stay relevant, but I finally found peace

My pride bringing me down and dragging me into beef

I guess it's just my nature to call out things im not sitting with

People taking it as hate and I just dont know how to deal with this

Truthfully, I was parentized ever since the age of nine

Ever since then, life has always been a ride, but I'll be fine

I always am, cause im expected to be a soldier

Even though god cursed me from above he lays a hand on my shoulder

Got trust issues, with myself and the closest

No old me or future me ever woulda wrote this

So I gotta pour my anger and sadness, the danger of madness

I prevail among these strangers that bang up on the ashes, uh

And what about Netanyahu killing kids back in Gaza?

Or Trump not calling it slaughter and instead being a dictator around the globe, like trotters

And what about the 60 member ring of kids led by a fifty year old man

Am I just supposed to fear them and stay out of beef and lamb

But the lamb was the one that got killed by the shepherd

No I can't keep my mouth shut but I know something better

And what about losing faith in the only ones that I ever knew

Or me having to be quiet just so somebody wouldn't sue

And now, I got problems, I got addiction and popped condoms

I fought a lot of people, but nothing much to be proud of

And when I pour myself into a song and try to promote it

I get outperformed by people I outlived and saw em growing

I just keep getting sidelined, but I won't complain

Rather be numb or die from the pain, its my gun to aim

Sometimes I look in the mirror and ask myself

Is it really worth it? Was it perfectly planned out and working

Cause I lot 2 uncles in three months, and one was like a brother

Drama pull me in one way it dont throw me out the other

I just hope life spills me out so I can drain outta the gutter

I feel like I lost relevance and resonance with the world

Ma