The Way I Am (REMASTERED)

(Verse 1)

I sit alone with the silence, violent thoughts in my head

Tryna piece back the puzzle of the words that you said

You promised me forever, but forever was fake

Now I’m drowning in the venom of the vows that you break

 

I’m sick of the lies, sick of the games you play

Every tear that I shed is another debt you don’t pay

I gave you my trust, gave you my soul, gave you my hand

Now I’m stuck in the wreckage, tryna learn where I stand

 

(Hook)

‘Cause I am, whatever you say I am

If I was in love, then why’d you slam

In the papers, the texts, the fights, I am

The broken reflection of the way you ran

 

(Verse 2)

You left me in the cold, now I’m numb to the touch

Every memory burns, yeah, it hurts too much

I ain’t askin’ for pity, ain’t beggin’ for peace

I’m just rappin’ through the pain so the demons release

 

You can call me obsessed, call me bitter, call me mad

But I’m spittin’ out the truth of the love we had

You tore me apart, now I’m stitchin’ the seams

Turnin’ heartbreak into verses, into shattered dreams

 

(Hook)

‘Cause I am, whatever you say I am,

If I was in love, then why’d you slam

In the papers, the texts, the fights, I am

The broken reflection of the way you ran

 

(Outro)

So I stand in the ruins, microphone in my hand

Bleedin’ syllables and sorrow that you’ll never understand

Heartbreak’s my anthem, pain’s the beat I jam

I’m the echo of betrayal — the way you left, I am