0:16
//Verse 1: Exezek//
There once was a boy who was happy, or so they thought,
They never saw his scars or the battles that he fought,
They never heard his pleas for help, only that he is not,
Here, no, they abandoned him in a coffin, left alone to rot,
He tried to get help, but no one would listen,
His own father told him "do it" and no one will miss him,
He ran to his room, went to the wall, threw his fist in,
It wasnt enough so he grabbed his knife, and cut til he saw the blood glisten,
He collapse to the floor and just started bawlin',
He cried for hours til his father started callin',
He cleaned himself up, told his father he had just fallen,
He would never admit it was his own body he had been maulin',
His life was hell, and no one knew,
He smiled and laughed but it wasnt true,
It was so obvious, but no one took the clue,
That inside he was shattered, heart broken in two,
The next day he was sick and tired of being alone,
He took a pile of pills, hoping, as his mouth foams,
That death feels less like leaving, and more like coming home.
//Chorus//
Wish I could change the life I wish I had,
Wish I could fix, or erase the tears I have,
Wish I could skip the pain, and not be sad,
I wish, oh how I wish, I can finally be glad,
I wish sometimes, that I would never feel hurt,
I wish sometimes, that my rhymes didn't sound absurd,
I feel sometimes, that I've been purposely thrown in dirt,
Is this deserved, I can't seem to find any bit of worth.
//Verse 2: Fallsway//
I don't know you anymore, it's like you're roaming in disguise,
You're creeping away slowly, not in the know of my demise,
I know your feelings faded, but just know I truly tried,
As I sit here overdosing, foaming out my eyes.
Once upon a time, I was a prisoner to my thoughts,
Living behind bars, I was a listener that was lost,
Living in the daylight, till the darkness brought the raindrops,
Stuck in commotion, in emotions that the pain brought,
Stuck in this ocean of tears, frozen with my brain shot,
Broken as my days rot, not focused on my main plot,
Soaked in this page by the ink, but soon the stage drops,
I was in Heaven at God's house, but had the gates locked,
That grey thought, booked a flight back home but had the plane shot,
Anyways, am I gonna reach Heaven soon? Maybe not,
Cuz with these suicidal thoughts, my only friend is lately God,
Like a scuba diver, I'd dive deep into my shady thoughts,
I'd sit and overthink and just hide, but no/know I fought,
And got to the finish line, but the race stopped,
I was scared, but I didn't know what I feared, when the pain dropped,
It's weird, how I cannot be cured, from this vein clot,
Speared, if only blood could be clear, like raindrops,
Pure, but gave into fear, and got my brain shot-
//Chorus//
Wish I could change the life I wish I had,
Wish I could fix, or erase the tears I have,
Wish I could skip the pain, and not be sad,
I wish, oh how I wish, I can finally be glad,
I wish sometimes, that I would never feel hurt,
I wish sometimes, that my rhymes didn't sound absurd,
I feel sometimes, that I've been purposely thrown in dirt,
Is this deserved, I can't seem to find any bit of worth.
Feedback & Comments
About the Artist
Exezek
Member since November 27 2025