Taser my brain

 

I don't wanna be the one you lose, I just wanna be the one you choose

I don't want to make an excuse, just so I can see you from the window views

I wanna prove to you that Im worthy of your love, I'll buy a plane and a private dove

so we can send messages far above, the land that separates us makes it rough

and I'm just trying to make it back safely, life is so hard and hazy

wonder if I should go back my lady, or keep sending these messages that are shady

I'm scared of the truth, I hope it stays hidden, because what I've done goes against being a christian

so I made a executive decision, go to college instead of going in prison

 

 

I need to fix myself, get better too, because the knowledge I contain

its driving me insane, I need to get a taser to my brain, taser my brain

I need to fix myself, get better too, because the knowledge I contain

its driving me insane, I need to get a taser to my brain, taser my brain

 

 

I feel like love was a murder and my mind was the victim, its giving me straight mayhem thoughts

my dream when I was younger was always try to become one of them astronauts

I wanted to touch the stars and now I realize the stars were my potential, this instrumental

is like a shotgun barrel aimed straight at my head, I already knew I was dead

so I calmly sighed and said go ahead and bang, all of a sudden I forgot about dread, forgot that I bled

I did what I did and now its blemished on the internet, my love will never forget

the blood pouring out of me like the red wine we always sipped when we were young

I always was taught if you wanted to live, you better go ahead and bite your tongue

 

 

I need to fix myself, get better too, because the knowledge I contain

its driving me insane, I need to get a taser to my brain, taser my brain