STRESSFUL (betterment)
• Written by LyricalX
Uh, yeah
Why life gotta be so stressful? Shots to his temple
Dancin' with the devil, fuck me up on every fucking level
I know she want me dead swear to God she revels
In my fucking death so here we go, yeah, bitch, I'ma rebel
Why life gotta be so stressful? Tenfold, shots to his damn temple
Dancing with the devil, tryn' be successful, never actin' gentle
I know she want me dead, why can't we just fucking settle?
She was in my head, yeah, bitch, I'ma rebel
Hoes get floored, want some more, tell me, was I really yours?
Never felt this way before, you shook me to my core
Left me so fucking sore, uh, wore and tore, yeah
Okay, yeah, you want me dead, I get it
You was in my head, it was addicting
Bitch, you want a cameo inside my bed, that's yo' addiction
I been seeing red, uh, I'm too addicted
Mama say I'm an addict (mama say I'm an addict)
I really gotta have it (I really gotta have it)
I never ever had shit (never ever had shit)
Fucking on a bad bitch doin' all that bad shit, uh
'Cause I was a youngin just skipping my classes
Rapping just tryna reach for the masses
Bitches been killing me slowly, shit happens
What the fuck happened to me bein' captain? Uh
And fuck them hoes, fuck everyone you know
Fuck everyone 'cept me, fuck all your bros
I ain't got no homies (ah-ah-ah) everyone a phony (nah-ah-ah)
My life feel so lonely (ah-ah-ah) your love be unholy (ah-ah-ah)
California, them bitches up in Georgia, you know I'm up with Laura
You know I'm Dora the Explora', yeah-ah-ah
Bitch, I use Spotify, she use Pandora
Bitch, I'm verified, uh-yeah, sorta
And okay, maybe you just too corny
And fuck all the hoes who actin' horny
I put on my clothes, bitch right now it be real stormy
And fuck the rest of y'all, y'all bore me, uh, y'all boring
Y'all not important, I wake up in the morning
Won't be conforming to this BS, b-b-bitch, my life distorting
My life so distorted, I can't see no more, bitch
I want some more bitch, hop in the Foreign
Rip out yo' organs, bitch, I'm always performing
Eminem and the Or-ange, bitch, I got my new Jordans
I'm like G, without the Warren, stalking forums
Bitches tryn' arrest me but they got no warrant
You tryn' force it, but all of us be mourning
Bitch, I'm scoring, even when the rain be pourin'
I'm still balling 'cause balling be rewarding
Where's my awards, bitch? Your words I'm absorbing
Your words ricochet off me, it's horrid, uh-uh
She gave my heart to torrent, my head just be fucking warring
'Cause she wan' give me head so I let her (let her)
I'm just tryn' live life so better (better)
Pray for my betterment, pray for my bettering
I hold resentment to hoes, I'm better than your better man
Rhetoric, and honestly, you know I'm so temperament
She give me brain, she a degenerate
I ride 'round wit'a K, colder than Everest, uh
And okay, bitch, my grandpapa a veteran
Pull up in the Wraith, shootin' hoes, dismemberment
You know how we do where we go, she need an exorcist
And I was praying for my betterness, uh
I was praying to be the cleverest, uh-uh
I done failed all my tests, don't know how to do no measurements
She was on my dick, she a perfectionist
I know she want me dead, but goddamn, she the sexiest
She got me all up in her bed, I'm a better man than you can ever can
You know I get the dough, I get the money, might need to call a reverend
Babygirl, you so generous, I'm your preference, your reference
But in general, them bitches use me as they leverage
Them hoes never referenced, also fuck Everett
I'm up with my gang even if shit turn treacherous
So fuck off lil' dog ass ho, I drink my beverage
I don't know where to go, the severance
Of my love for you, yeah, fuck this cleverness
Fuck this clever shit, bitch uh, we in the Emirates
And you lil' pussy ass bitches act like you cleverish
Your love be my accelerant (my drug, my drug)
You know I love your tenderness, uh-uh
My love be the tenderest, ayy-ayy
My gang gave you everythang, we so adventurous
My mama murderous, what I do be effortless
Them hoes so splendorous, I call up Jefferson
Can we be together, bitch? I miss our togetherness
I'ma be better than your man ever can, I got that expertness
Yeah, these hoes act like they Emerson
Fucking on your body hope you remember this
I'll be the only thang you're remembering
You in my head, these teis I'm severing
These degenerates be pressuring me, uh, we breaking in and entering
I'm barely rendering, bitch, I'm 3D, I don't need no mentoring
She saw me on TV, now she wan' see me, she doing that lecturing
Caught her ass on CD, now she wan' leave me, is she surrendering?
I'ma fucking genie, this shit be so sleazy, I'm up sayin' GG, we be venturing
She just tryna keep me, I told her, "You can never please me" My pain be festering
I'm up with my 3 G's, you know you cannot be me, I'm dismembering
You hoes, you say you don't need me, but suddenly you need me
Your love is what I'm treasuring, uh
You're always fucking pestering, uh-uh
You're always fucking censoring, why they always censor shit?
You don't have to censor it, our love just be weathering
You was in my head but it was pleasuring, uh-uh
Please be with me forever and & ever, bitch
Uh, you bitches so fake, leavin' you birds featherless
Oh-woah-oh, I'm like the Avengers, bitch, we assembling, we so menacing
But then again maybe we can be friends again
But right now I'm in my head again I might be seein' red again
Don't wanna see you dead again 'cause right now I'm arrested by the feds again
Doing drugs just to feel something other than death again
'Cause I can't feel shit, it's messing with my head again
Woke up as a fucking mess again, woke up and I'm fucking wrecked again
What's love? I'ma go sleep in my bed again
She woke me up late at night asking me if we can be friends again
And maybe we can for the betterment
And the bettering of you & I, forever 'gain, uh