means to an end

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break me down

I don't care if I don't

make it out

You can tear my heart in pieces

Give me something to believe in

Now it hurts to keep on breathing

With this heart that keeps on bleeding

Trying to find another reason,

Growing old but never healing

Thought I'd learn the way to deal with

But the burdens only weigh me down

 

If life is just a means, just a means to an end

Tell me what does it all mean, when I start breaking again

Trapped in my head, now nothing ever makes any sense

Anymore, I'm just lost and I been losing control

Nothing to break my fall, while I've been spiralling down

Back in the depths where my thoughts tend to get violently loud,

silently piling up emotions i kept bottling up

each bottle after bottle, till i had to pour em all out

sobering up, waking up to another shitty day

look in the mirror, and watch as the colors all fade to gray

feeling lethargic, someone must've put ice in my veins

but I'm not calm, just grew apathetic from all the pain

 

break me down

I don't care if I don't

make it out

You can tear my heart in pieces

Give me something to believe in

Now it hurts to keep on breathing

With this heart that keeps on bleeding

Trying to find another reason,

Growing old but never healing

Thought I'd learn the way to deal with

But the burdens only weigh me down