I don't know me anymore

my mind has been in dark places lately and I don't know what to do

I'm scared of letting people close so I try to push you away no matter what we've been through

I just don't know who I am anymore where is the girl I used to know?

nobody will ever find the me I used to be why is life going by so slow?

I keep crying every night before I fall asleep and nobody ever notices

Where is the girl who used to love giving and receiving gentle touches?