Random ass song

Verse one

I got a tendency to push people away and get ready for betrayal

Got used to people leaving at a young age so now if they leave I wont hide my tail

As a young kid I was abused which left me with trauma and numerous scars

At seven my biological father kicked me out my only comfort was staring at the stars

Then I found mt love for music so I turn all my pain and troubles into lyrics

Its been nine years since my father kicked me out but all my trauma still sticks

Verse two

My biological father used me for money, sex, and a punching bag, I still hae scars from it all

My fathers wife let guys beat me, rape me, and just didnt care, to this day the pain is still raw

The bastard and his wife tore me down mentally to the point I have no self esteem

My past fucked me up and haunts my dreams to the point I sometimes wake up and scream

Got used to being degraded so when people complement me I tell them not t lie

I call my past my demons and I cant forget or let go no matter how hard I try

Chorus

I wrote this song for those who suffer from childhood trauma not feel so alone

The memories will stay but in the end you’ll get stronger and you’ll learn from the past

I know it hurts its going to but you gotta be resilient and you gotta persevere

Shit gets worse before it gets better but stay strong you never suffer alone

Verse three

People call me beautiful I finally can see the beauty that they see

But when I look in the mirror I see the man I hate the most staring back at me

Whenever I see my reflection I say “Holy shit I look just like my fucking dad”

I learned at seven years old that this world is full of a lot of fucking bad

I knew gang signs, drug names, and street life before I was five years old

I learned that money talks and people listen and you have to do as you’re told

Verse four

My father and his wife left my life when eleven then shit got kinda tricky

When I was twelve I threatened and tried to take my life and I was pretty bitchy

When I was fourteen I cut myself toprove to myself I’m still alive

Now I’m sixteen and I’m doing great and I’m finally starting to thrive

I wanna help those who’ve been through a lot and say shit gets better

Also trying to help with suicidal thoughts not to write their suicide letters