I Shouldn't be

[Intro]: Welp, this is it, the final year for me.

 

Let me say the things, that i have ever wanted to say, before all of this ends, like dust flying away.

 

The people who were born at the end of 2010 and mid-2011, stand up, wave your hands up to the sky, as i rap this song.

 

Let's show them some love, affection and our blessing, till we say our goodbyes to it.

 

Haha.

 

 

 

[Verse 1, 0:23]:

 

Before i wrap up this verse,

 

or even before I rap up this verse,

 

I am just going to say some crap up until the curse

 

starts to appear to attack me up more than I deserved,

 

i just need to feel the pain whenever fear comes in to flag me up more than a tiny smirk.

 

 

 

If anyone has to complain about me not using 2 lyrical syllables in this verse, I just want my people who aren't familiar with rap to understand

 

That it is not for everyone but for the majority who wants to be part of it, come and make this decision to not use 2 spiritual miracle rhymes to start with, this is for the people who aren't aware with the crap that is under my hands.

 

Well you don't even know what era I am from.

 

Tell them that and they will know who are the fellas I am currently talking about in this damn song.

 

 

 

It's just so sad to get away in here,

 

it is just so bad to get a way in there

 

when your only source of getting friends is no longer near

 

you, and you just need to deal at letting this stronger year end without any fear.

 

 

 

These voices are telling me that i shouldn't be-

 

 

 

[Hook, Eminem (Sample) & (Stronkgod), 1:06]:

 

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid

To take a stand, to take a stand (For)

Everybody, everybody (that are from my generation)

Come take my hand, come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just lettin' you know that you're not alone

Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

 

 

 

[Verse 2, 1:30]:

 

Now for the adults who are seeing this and wondering what is going on with me,

 

No, I never had someone to assault me or anything else, it is just my feelings that are affecting me and it is forcing me to do anything to my sins, i am not like this, i swear.

 

 

 

If you want to give me an F Grade, do it, I don't even care anymore, I am just too emotional to leave this place.

 

If you want someone to meet me, it will be a death race for once, i am

 

just filled with emotions to even be on this stage.

 

 

 

So sorry if i came off as rude for this, do worry if i vanish out in case if i am the shame in the class, if i get a clue for this,

 

i wil get some story to read all alone, till the game is off so i can see some dude appear to me to call me ass and get out, so that was for shit.

 

 

 

As i deicided to get out of the room, i see the adults looking at me awkwardly, like if i broke a rule or something.

 

As i suspected myself to let the doom out that is happening in my head, was it my fault if i was leaving the class that it is now a rule or something?

 

 

 

I got encouraged by some people that i shouldn't be-

 

 

 

[Hook, Eminem (Sample), 2:13]:

 

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid

To take a stand, to take a stand

Everybody, everybody

Come take my hand, come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just lettin' you know that you're not alone

Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

 

 

 

[Bridge, Eminem (Sample) & (Stronkgod), 2:37]:

And I just can't keep livin' this way

So startin' today

I'm breakin' out of this cage

I'm standin' up, I'ma face my demons

I'm mannin' up, I'ma hold my ground

I've had enough, now I'm so fed up (This last verse, is for my friends.)

Time to put my life back together right now

 

 

 

[Verse 3, 2:58]:

 

Hey Cob, i know we have been friends since primary, but let me just call you by your name.

 

Jacob, i know that this will be temporary, but let's enjoy our bro moments together, like games.

 

Hey tho, we could say this is not permanent, eh? Let's get our joy, bro, the moments we had together were not lame.

 

 

 

Dave, it was a great moment we have seen each other again since the last year of primary. Oh wait i got your name wrong.

 

David, i know what i did was a mistake that might torment this thing into each other again, but it was fast, was it? Let's all keep this memory up for our sake, long? (Nah)

 

 

 

All 3 of us were friends for years by now.

 

Fallen between 3 endings till it is near, but how?

 

 

 

Mél, oh d/Mélody ear, let me just wish you a great year, after all of those moments together, but what is wrong?

 

Hell, old fear has to appear? Let me just do a wish for you to not have a messed up fear, since we are going away, to feed each other some new grades, am i wrong?

 

 

 

Right now, i am just crying, tears going down my eyes, since i will miss you guys.

 

For now, i am just lying on my knees, crumbling down as i see that all of these words wishes you guys

 

 

 

for a moment to know that we shouldn'be-

 

 

 

[Hook, Eminem (Sample), 3:43]:

 

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid

To take a stand, to take a stand

Everybody, everybody

Come take my hand, come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just lettin' you know that you're not alone

Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road