LOVE ME??

I don't ever wanna let you go

 

Forgive me for the shadows I cannot escape

 

Before I leave this earth

 

Tell me, were you really fake?

 

Ghosts of the past haunt me in silence

 

Will there ever be a chance to come back home?

 

For you to say you love me?

 

 

 

I blow your damn brains out, these bitches bring pain out

 

Thinkin' pain be a flex 'cause everythang's changed now

 

I bring all my bros out, these hoes be so fake now

 

They call me Raiden for a reason, takin' them snakes out

 

I'm takin' them fakes out, city lights neon, b-b-bitch, I'm with Jay now

 

RIP Jay, why the fuck did they have to go take Jay down?

 

I'm off of this Xanny, them Xans ease the pain now

 

I'm takin' it slow, how you like it? Babygirl, I'm a saint now

 

Been gettin' that money ever since my bars came out

 

What the fuck came outta they mouth?

 

My mama always used to say, "Please boy, just stay proud"

 

Now that she dead, I feel fucked up more than Jake now

 

And you was hurting me deep down inside I knew I was gon' faint out

 

And nowadays these love feelings be so faint now

 

I lost my mama and my daddy, got no restraints now

 

I take the restraints out, reputations we taint now

 

I used to bring Jake out but they took the Jay out

 

How to fix this? They gon' complain loud

 

Fuck your complaints bitch, I need to take a break now

 

'Fore my demons break out, all these hoes I'd take out

 

Lives ruined for no reason, can we get even for God's sake now?

 

You hoes (you hoes) lie a lot with the money you make now

 

Mama told me to never let down nobody, I brought the flames out

 

Moth to a flame now, bitches order take-out

 

I got the whole bank now, we gon' take the bank out

 

All this money on me, we gon' have a stake out

 

What am I gon' do when the brakes out?

 

She kept hurting me, this shit's opaque now

 

And I put it on my head, and I loved her from the waist down

 

But she didn't love me back, she actin' like Drake now

 

Tryna sue me and UMG 'cause I put bars that cook steak now

 

And you just want me dead, my head just aches now

 

My head just aches loud, all these drugs I take now

 

So fucked up I guess that takes the cake now

 

We bring our guns out, b-b-bitch, we stunt now, got the champagne out

 

I can't explain now, no, we blow his brains out, he got no brains now

 

He brainless, fucking stainless, he went away now

 

Faraway Town, bitches tryn' escape now

 

I can't escape no more, insane in da brain now

 

Goddamnit, these hoes so plain now, I sit in the rain now

 

Questioning my life choices, guess my ass is afraid now

 

And I fucked myself up so easily I took them chains out

 

I brought my whole family down, you's in my domain now

 

9 years old saw my mama die my legs gave out

 

Cried in my room called 911 cops was delayed now

 

Ever since then been suicidal been strained now

 

Voice drains down (the fucking toilet) I been drained out, strained out

 

100k on my fucking chains, you see those chains now?

 

You didn't love me when I was broke, is it truly my mistake now?

 

Fucking on your body, you could not relate now

 

She gon' diss my mommy, I act okay now

 

But I ain't, no, no, I don't wanna hear you type no paragraph

 

I was with my gang like everyday now

 

And I can still fucking hear you laugh

 

I can feel it through my veins now

 

I wanna rip my veins out, all this shit be in vain now

 

They gon' go investigate now, watch me just fucking decay now

 

These bitches wide-awake now, I been betrayed now

 

Too many times I've been fucked up, get my face maimed now

 

And goddamn, you left some stains, grandma brought that cane out

 

Whoop my ass, then have a Black Parade now

 

You hurt me so bad, tried to wash those blood stains out

 

But it didn't work out, I'ma board the plane now

 

How could I refrain now?

 

 

 

I don't ever wanna let you go

 

Forgive me for the shadows I cannot escape

 

Before I leave this earth

 

Tell me, were you really fake?

 

Ghosts of the past haunt me in silence

 

Will there ever be a chance to come back home?

 

For you to say you love me?

 

 

 

The shadows of your absence, I whisper your name from the void

 

Was I merely your toy? One that brought you joy?

 

I was just a fucking boy, I felt so goddamn annoyed

 

All you hoes I try to avoid, fucking up, devoid

 

Of any emotions, fuck bein' emotional, I'm with Lloyd

 

Maybe we should kill ourselves or be destroyed

 

You let my heart decay, like Floyd

 

And you let me wash away, and you were prolly overjoyed

 

If I fucking died right now you would not care, Polaroid

 

You bitches know I come down like a damn asteroid

 

And you motherfuckers know I ain't give a fuck no more

 

I don't care 'bout no fake ho, I really don't

 

And you was on my dick, I know you really won't

 

Give a fuck (give a fuck) losing love (losing love)

 

I lost it all (lost it all) and I will fall (I will fall)

 

She broke my heart (she broke my heart)

 

All from the start (all from the start)

 

You've broken me (you've broken me) woken me (woken me)

 

Where the fuck the money be?

 

And you think this shit is really funny, please

 

I don't give a fuck, I don't want your company

 

But suddenly you wonder where the fuck I be

 

You was in love with me (ah-ah)

 

You put yo' trust in me (ah-ah)

 

You had some fun with me (ah-ah)

 

But you can't fuck with me (nah-ah)

 

And I gave up reluctantly, I just want custody

 

I really want somebody, but luckily

 

(I found you, ooh, ooh) Fuck subtlety

 

I don't give a fuck what subtle be

 

I'm with my gang, bitch, we gluttony

 

And if you fuck around and act bubbly

 

Maybe I give you a chance, fly high, bumblebee

 

My bars gon' fuck you up, got my Hush Puppy

 

And you bitches lie, you don't do it subtly

 

And I was hanging with by the graveyard, lookin' at you lovingly

 

You didn't look at me back, you is not trustin' me

 

You is not lovin' me did not keep in touch wit' me

 

Why is you not touching me? You was never fuckin' me

 

Hop in the damn 'Cedes, they tryna tase me, they do it clumsily

 

Fuck the cops, fuck the police, I smile cunningly

 

Knowing I beat 'em and defeated 'em so quickly, do it stunningly

 

They tryna shoot my ass, I can't let 'em, everyone run from me

 

You won't run with me, you won't ride for me, so shut the fuck up please

 

I don't wanna hear you no more

 

 

 

I don't ever wanna let you go

 

Forgive me for the shadows I cannot escape

 

Before I leave this earth

 

Tell me, were you really fake?

 

Ghosts of the past haunt me in silence

 

Will there ever be a chance to come back home?

 

For you to say you love me?