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People think that I just rap now, that I write random ass shit like a goofy clown. I put hard work into the raps I spit because it's not random ass shit I made up to sound lit. I put deep thoughts into the things I write to when I say it in the mic I make sure you feel the way I felt when i used to cry. See I lived through some fucked up shit so if I wish to let you live the life that i wish it's not that I wanna lie it's because I lived a fucked up life. Yeah I had some nice things but that does not mean the way it may seem. My family was actually broke we had good clothes but not much money after the necessities to grow. I lived off disability checks most of my life and my dad had to stay home and take care of his wife because she was given a disability not by choice but by life. My friends thought that I was pretty cool but when I go home I don't feel the same way because I can't text them to show the way that I'm cool, they ask why didn't you text me back? I have to make some lame excuse to remove the fact that my dad can't pay the bill to text back. I'm deep in these deep thoughts, thought it may tear me apart but you can't feel the way I feel without being deep in the fucking dark.

 

Frustrated in everything, every human being

I got all my necessities, and sum bling

I smoke some weed to not feel a thing

take a perc just to fall asleep, then pop an addy mix dat wit lean

tellin me to watch my mouth but you aint hearing me

made me crack a frown, cry and everything

you tell me to shut up I may just throw up cough up lean and doughnuts, the percs i took and my soda

call that expensive throw up, you don't know us

just wait till I blow up, shit on everything, every woman top her off with cream, made her bend her knees, then I went deep

 

I still don't think yall be hearing me, let me spit sum bars and let's get real deep

I got raped at age 15, thought it was what I wanted but she was playin me

she was 28 and I was age 15 that dont make no sense to me

she manipulated, God i hate ya, If I see ya face then I might berate ya, I don't hit no women but I beat on rapists

when I see you later, there aint no tellin, you into church but you have no blessins, let me teach you a lesson, call a favor from a demon slayer, slice you in have and save you for later