To all those who thought i cant ...

At first i thought i didn't need to make this

but i still remember people saying i lacked emotion or flow

which to me is weird considering i litteraly made a remix on birds dont sing

while reminding myself (and telling others) that i could show

the people what makes a person a human being

Days went by, weeks flew by

bias stands over shit that i reside with

understand that so i threw it aside

blue be avoiding my eyes

for too long feelings wont stay by side

monochrome vision was with me all to be seen is black and white

might as hide, midas style, rightest minds only fighting when the time was right

see the last time i decided to fight for fun,

i felt like i went too far

being sensitive when mentioning religion

i mean sure people joke lightly and respectfully about jesus christ

some people's saviour so some wouldn't like it even if it was for enlightenment

so hard to see why i wouldn't like it, i take spirit in nothing underneath solemn

right then after that i said stuff out of my mind

and regretted it way before the response from my opponent

since then tried to keep myself out of beef and make amendments

remnants of my past still haunt me, its what keeps me eminent

while some of the people i give my acknowledgement stayed persistent

on being hesitant for making colleagues and dragging names down patches of dirt

i give time to those who i had done more than hurt

self healing is what i wanna be seeing to those i let to still lurk

i wanna see my opponents doing their best

and in fairness positions keep on interchanging, no one is really first

the groups that they rep is always changing like shirts

integrity is always there but time is forever pacing

i ain't talking like i descended from a spaceship

but sometimes after a few mistakes people get alienated

isolation is in the intentions of most because trust is momentous

rest assured i wont be a bad omen to those who wants collaborations

lamentation everywhere after childish mistakes and i understand if its in repitition

representation of my dedication is neccessary

and if you don't give recognition

then education you recieved was temporary

but don't give up on learning and enter recovery