TRUTHFUL (ft. Synthrise)

Chorus (Me):

 

She told me she love me, but she ain't truthful

 

She was on my body, told me, "Make yoself useful"

 

I can't fuck with nobody, friendship not crucial

 

I'ma pray for my mama, waitin' for approval

 

I don't care 'bout nobody, bitch, I'm very neutral

 

Had to get the big racks, yknow as usual

 

 

 

Verse 1 (Synthrise):

 

That bitch was my pupil, now she do refusal

 

Her love an illusion, not ready for renewal

 

I was born again, born again, life be brutal

 

I don't want no friends, want no friends, love be futile

 

Yeah, I was youthful, these hoes was ruthless

 

Yeah, I would doodle in my notebook and search on Google

 

At school bro, I'd just bring noodles

 

I can't fuck with nobody, they all untruthful

 

She was hitting my line, I bought her a poodle

 

Next day her ass died, shit was brutal

 

Huh, I'm not the guy who raps, but I bought my bitch a strudel

 

I can't do this shit no more, is we mutual?

 

She was beautiful, yeah, was she suitable?

 

Yeah, we get musical, yeah, shit's unusual, yeah

 

Is this shit usable? I think we unsuitable

 

This love ain't renewable, is our pain removable?

 

Is our love reducible? Is this shit indisputable?

 

'Cuz right now I feel immovable

 

She was fucking me up, said I was delusional

 

I don't really think this shit's excusable

 

I been getting money, my money provable

 

She think that I'm funny, but she mutable

 

My guitar nowadays really is not tunable

 

I can't fuck with nobody, they unusable

 

I was fucking on her body, irrefutable

 

She was tryna catch a body, but that's losable

 

I really can't trust nobody, it's not doable

 

And you know she really want me, I'm dutiful

 

I know damn well I been poppin' these consumables

 

Like they be drugs, I'm very fucking screwable

 

I got this money as usual, I can't do nothing without acting juvenile

 

I pray for my momma, meanwhile I been up in style

 

They gon' open my file, made my momma smile

 

While I was waitin' on trial, bitch, I'm versatile

 

My money be stacking up in piles, I ain't hostile

 

I just don't like when people open up my profiles

 

I was fucking his wife, yeah, 'til she exiled

 

I can't fuck with them hoes no more, had to change my lifestyle

 

Guess my tiles crack, but your love is worthwhile

 

2020 was horrible, we couldn't even go in no damn aisle

 

I was switching lanes, I was doin' it in style

 

She was feelin' pain and that pain was so vile

 

Inside my head inside my mind 'n' brain I miss Kyle

 

How the fuck we gon' fix this shit without champagne? I walked miles

 

I walked miles (just to see you, yeah)

 

 

 

Chorus (Me):

 

She told me she love me, but she ain't truthful

 

She was on my body, told me, "Make yoself useful"

 

I can't fuck with nobody, friendship not crucial

 

I'ma pray for my mama, waitin' for approval

 

I don't care 'bout nobody, bitch, I'm very neutral

 

Had to get the big racks, yknow as usual

 

 

 

Verse 2 (Me):

 

Making beats, 'cause that's all I need

 

And a bit of weed, make some code, press delete

 

Smoke the weed, 1, 2, 3, they don't ever fuck with me

 

She say she in love with me, she ain't put no trust in me

 

Ma' ask me who I wanna be, you know who I'ma fucking be?

 

Definitely not my dad 'cause he made no feats

 

Fuck reality, fucked a bitch who's Chinese

 

And these hoes wanna meet, I ain't really one to greet

 

I done grew up on them streets, many people would disagree

 

I had to get back up on my feet, my ma' got a disease

 

Fucking up, feelin' incomplete, like I can't compete

 

It's a hunnid degrees, it's hard to believe..

 

That you would hurt me and call the police

 

And blame it all on me, but then you can't handle no heat

 

These hoes got they beliefs, by any means I have to eat

 

My ma' told me I was unique, that's some shit I don't believe

 

Gifted at age 3, started rapping to release and ease

 

All the pain and find inner peace, relief, I relieve while on reprieve

 

I went extreme, face-flat into the concrete

 

Always in the backseat, tryna make the pain just cease

 

When will the pain decrease? Rememberin' when I was a teen

 

It was just you and me, and we reigned supreme

 

I would look at the worksheet and stare for hours

 

My daddy wouldn't even give me meat

 

Malnourished as hell, what's beneath?

 

I can't do this shit no more, karma ain't sweet

 

And how we gonna proceed? We livin' our lives on repeat

 

I'ma go turn on the TV, and you know I can't get beat

 

These hoes can't accept defeat, they always lookin' for a treat

 

I was makin' bread wit' only wheat, inside my head, I feel elite

 

The feelings would fleet, how am I gonna succeed?

 

Everyone be in deep sleep, meanwhile cuts goin' deep

 

Used to slit my wrists when everyone would sleep

 

Hide 'em all and retreat, I was prolly only 13

 

I don't know what I'm gon' do, no esteem

 

She told me, "Go blow off steam" She's really hard to go please

 

I was tryn' be discrete, I done bought her a suite, ain't that real neat?

 

She broke my heart, girl, where's the receipts?

 

I'm sippin' lean, codeine, and smokin' gasoline

 

I'ma call up Pete, her love's obsolete

 

My stuff I try to retrieve, she calls the cops on me

 

Sayin' I assaulted her, she always deceives

 

She don't care 'bout my feats, I jus' wan' feel serene

 

I know damn well she'd go 'n' cheat, she not discreet

 

Can she be redeemed? 'Cause behind the scenes

 

She's really mean, why her hairline recede?

 

And I know (I know) my sanity depletes

 

And I been tryna get away, tryna go and sneak

 

The fuck outta here, she won't let me speak

 

Been here for weeks now I feel weak, floorboards creak

 

Attention she seeks usin' a new technique every fucking week

 

I was at my peak, now my brain gon' leak, feelin' bleak

 

Had a streak, cannot breathe, cannot sleep, cannot eat

 

She told me I'm just a freak, I wore fleece, I ain't really that sleek

 

She was on my dick, she wan' take a peek

 

I can't trust no bitch, I make 'em shriek

 

And I always make 'em squeak, huh

 

 

 

Chorus (Me):

 

She told me she love me, but she ain't truthful

 

She was on my body, told me, "Make yoself useful"

 

I can't fuck with nobody, friendship not crucial

 

I'ma pray for my mama, waitin' for approval

 

I don't care 'bout nobody, bitch, I'm very neutral

 

Had to get the big racks, yknow as usual