If Why?

If i am meant for this as I'm told

Why does it hurt to change?

If loving is effortless

Why do I feel exhausted?

If its the now

Why worry so much of the future

Why always with the if this than that

Let go of the if and why

He said let that little girl in there cry

I try, i really do, but she is all cried out

If she's all cried out

Why do I still cry out?

If I'm yelling I'm not dealing

Why does that silence the inside?

Maybe that's why girls cry

an infinite yet numbered days remain

If we stay or if we transcend

The tomorrows never end

And we'll deal with it then

 

okay? cool. <3