Self-Check

[Verse]

Low mental health check, slow incremental wealth flex

Grew, got into stealth, crept close to the edge and felt death

No codependence, you can know your sentence, that’s the selfish thing

The presence of these poltergeists, they make themselves fit in

Rebellious with a Celtic grin, just need some help within

I'm all up in your skeleton, melt your skin

I’m at the gate, a ticket, got a one-way pass

Through the pearly gates, I’m drivin’ on the one-way gas

Said you do it, but you won’t, I’m tryna think

But I don’t wanna think alone, so grab a drink, let’s drink to home

I think that drink will bring me home, I’m drunk

She got me pinned up to the wall and kissed my tongue, ugh

I’m tryna dream, but I won’t dream alone

If you could see what I’ve seen, you’d be a clone

She’s one of the meanest of fiends, you can be a drone

Keep on your knees, beg and plead, then you can keep a bone

It’s written in the text, written in the lexicon

Swore an oath to protect, tell the reverend on

I’m gonna pay you back tenfold, a decimal

Send it with a kiss, it’s addressed to the rest of y’all

So don’t mistake it, I don’t fake it, it’s no favor, it’s been instilled

It ain’t mine, it’s still real, it’s within us still

It’s been there since birth, since the test of time

All I got is me and mine, my friends and family on my mind

I know you gon’ look down on me when I can’t provide

I know you only stay around me when I get to shine

You got your nose up, it gets cold, you're the jealous type

Your disposition isn’t mine, I guess it’s just your Gemini

Shit, well, fuck it, baby, you can read my palm

For all I care, I’ll be out there when the tree fall

It don’t make a sound, they never heard of me

I know I’m the realest, but you still won’t take my word for me