Lone Thoughts

Took this time off to say I reign in this pity parade

Love took more than I could give or take wish to

Forgive but I'm a slave to hate too many years waiting

Couldn't take the leap of faith procrastinate in everything

From my exams to wedding rings afraid what forever

Brings ever since teens evoked the memories of girl

Friends of make believe I've been Bottling a harbor

With all my ships sinking thinking of what had could

Have been pollute seven seas by spitting feces and

Capped pleas hard to speak to ladies cause my

Energy shaky achy breaky my heart like Billy Cyrus

On repeat while 90 degrees beneath the collar wallow

In a pit of sorrow at batting eyes cower as other dogs

Halla the courage that I lack the insecurities from

Outcomes what destined for me past of broken picture

Family albums to fill the vacant galleries