WAS I EVER YOURS?

What the fuck to do? I can't trust you no more

 

Was it ever true? 'Cause I've been on the floor

 

Thinkin' about you, what would you do for sure?

 

Was I ever yours?

 

Was I ever yours?

 

 

 

I guess I never was, these bitches make me sick

 

I knew what I wanted, but I was never facing it

 

Was never facing shit, was never facing him

 

These pills I'm taking bitch, got me as high as him

 

Now these hoes think they can just hurt me and walk away

 

I knew someday you would fucking talk to Ace

 

Now you with him, me? I was left to dry

 

I got some whiskey, maybe I'll get real high

 

Please don't forget me, I'm just walkin' by

 

She got me dizzy, and tipsy, you can see it in my eyes

 

What to do when you leave me? Can't decide

 

She said she would always grieve me if my ass died

 

But when the time comes, will she actually?

 

I know that love only comes naturally

 

Why the hell won't you change the way you act to me?

 

Now I think everyone is just real mad at me

 

Woke up quick in the middle of the night

 

And told myself that everything would be fine

 

Shit's not right, I called her up, like

 

"Yo, can you hit me up past 9?" I was lookin' at our texts by the bedside

 

I don't know what's next, but I'm hopin'

 

That it won't leave me scarred and fucking broken

 

I write these songs and hope you'll notice

 

But you never do, so I'll just keep on copin'

 

She told me she moved on, and that I should, too

 

But there's really nothing I could do

 

To let you know how much I miss you

 

My ma' told me to never ever forget you

 

I wish you would forgive me and I could forgive you

 

I spit these rhymes and wish you'd

 

Come back to me, know you won't, you throwin' them jabs at me

 

She said for me to let her go, you spittin' cap at me

 

You throwin' facts at me, yeah, need a new stragety

 

My thoughts be circlin' back to you almost rapidly

 

Maybe gradually you'll come back to me, this shit's a tragedy

 

I know love can't come back magically

 

Your love's so sweet it gives me cavaities

 

And she put her love in me, your love is like my gravity

 

Without it I can barely live, and tragically

 

I don't think you give a shit, now my ass is in agony

 

Now, how can we fix this? I'm starin' at the galaxy

 

I told myself to always show apathy

 

But now that you're gone, should I open up? In all actuality

 

I fucked myself up, made a damn casualty

 

I got my bucks up, bitch, I do alchemy

 

She got me lovestruck, that shit be blasphemy

 

I know I'm boxed up, locked up, but the audacity

 

For you to say that you're mad at me after pourin' my heart out

 

Bitch, don't spit your trash at me, nah

 

 

 

What the fuck to do? I can't trust you no more

 

Was it ever true? 'Cause I've been on the floor

 

Thinkin' about you, what would you do for sure?

 

Was I ever yours?

 

Was I ever yours?

 

 

 

I gave you my heart, hope you like it

 

You texted me back sayin' you despise it

 

I wish someday you'd go on to despise him

 

But I know it'll never bend to my likings

 

I gave you everything and you chose him, that's who you'd side with

 

Had pennies in my pocket, but bars like Poseidon

 

What am I gon' do when you move on?

 

Mama told me, "Boy, get yo' groove on"

 

I put my shoes on, I turn some blues on

 

These bitches knew I'd fuck up without you, hun

 

Now that you gone, what am I gon' do, son?

 

Fucking up when I think of where you've gone

 

I showed some red flags (red flags)

 

I never thought it'd wear these red slacks

 

And sing this song, but here I am, I ordered ten bags

 

Of Gucci and Louie V, I guess I'm jet-lagged

 

She told me she want me dead, I want that lead glass

 

My heart be jet black, do you know how much my dad's debt has?

 

You told me to my face that you hate me, on the beach surrounded by dead crabs

 

Swear I didn't kill 'em, my bad, b-b-bitch, I'm in the meth lab

 

Like I'm Walter White, with dress slacks and a red plaque

 

And a red flash in my black eyes, rumors spread fast

 

You broke my heart and left fast, yeah, you left fast

 

And my dead dad was friends with my ex-friends dad

 

But now that he gone, and my mama dead, what am I gon' do?

 

I'm wavin' like ten flags, I hope you notice me, I'm steadfast

 

All you motherfuckers are gon' be a deadlatch

 

I tie the noose, and open a cigarette pack

 

Smokin' while I fucking bleed out and throw my head back

 

Laughin' while I recount times of good life and say, "I regret that"

 

I don't give a fuck no more, I bet that

 

You won't text me back, why I didn't get a text back?

 

You's a bitch, you should've fucking met Dad

 

He reminds me of you in the worst ways, now we fucking set back

 

Now I got my guitar, b-b-bitch, we in the test lab

 

Hope you fucking die 'n' choke, got that cigarette ash

 

I gave you my whole life 'n' heart, saw you then I sped back

 

To yo' house, now this shit's a drive-by

 

She told me she love me but she wastin' my time

 

That bitch be on my mind, we did this five times-imes

 

I knew I was gon' cry, but I didn't know I'd cry

 

This hard (this hard) I guess it's my time to die

 

I don't wanna die yet (don't let me die)

 

 

 

(Don't let me die, don't let me die)

 

Gave you everythang, you want more? (Please don't let me cry)

 

(Don't let me cry, don't let me cry)

 

You told me you love me but you don't (so why lie?)

 

Oh, why lie? (Yeah, why lie?)

 

I know that you hate me, you've said it five times

 

(Don't let me die, don't let me die)

 

I wanna fix my heart, but it's too bad..

 

 

 

What the fuck to do? I can't trust you no more

 

Was it ever true? 'Cause I've been on the floor

 

Thinkin' about you, what would you do for sure?

 

Was I ever yours?

 

Was I ever yours?