Cigarettes
• Written by Coh
Got the short end of the stick and I’m fuming
Tried to always show people the world could be lighter
But they always try to end up leaving me cause they want the shortcut to be brighter
They love to jump the gun when they feel hopeless like jumping the gun or in front of the car
“Fucking asking faith if it’s fate.”
It’s ok to wait for the fog to settle in your mind it takes time
I once had to beg and cry on the floor for a friend of mine to get an ambulance when they took the whole bottle
Life is unpredictable life is part of the unknown and so is she
Just because I’m happy don’t mean life doesn’t leave me be
But I’m still standing I’m still a kid only pills I pop are prescription
I’m only 15 and gone through more mental struggle that most adults would in 50 years of living that’s how fucked up society is today
I cut my wrist a couple times in my life and i regretted every line of it
Only reason I ain’t dead is cause im strong and know life gets better I’ll never let go of that true prophecy
I may be white but I still got struggle don’t fuck that up
Just cause I got autism don’t mean I can’t fuck you up
Bullying kids in school then next day they strapped and spray us out
Cigarettes only smoke up pent up regrets forget it for a second then remember the next
What you thought this rap was gonna be about cigarettes just cause of a title? Read it first then go fuck yourself
Every mask you wear to hide emotions got holes or crevices you can’t hide it take it off and be yourself don’t deny it
