Goodbye

Deep down I have to. Have to

(let it all go)

Deep down I have to. Have to

(go and say goodbye)

 

 

Day one of you being blocked, and I'm locked

my world has been rocked suddenly i am caught.

In this web instead of being clear in my head

I cry in my bed, remember what you said?

"what you gonna do when we graduate?"

this is the shit i fucking hate!

10 years, it's way too late.

still blame my obsessive trait

 

Fantasies I still create

families, oh that's great

Separate ways? ya it's fate

I've been kept at the gate.

I'll get it straight, truthfully it was fate

one day I'll set it right, shit it's past midnight

drunk off the moonlight, see the starts

a cool sight, you are far

yet I used too feel so close,

 

but y'know I suppose, this is how this shit goes

laying in the grass in the cold breeze.

it's like 15 degrees

here I'll die rest in peace

I hear sirens from the police

 

Deep down I have to. Have to

(let it all go)

Deep down I have to. Have to

(go and say goodbye)

 

Some days I wake up in so much fucking pain.

remember how much you use to drive me fucking insane

with that god damn stupid normal "Thing"

I look back, man who is the blame?

Yes we we're quirky, yes we we're weird.

but this shit isn't working, wish you we're still here.

To message you? NO! Relapse is what I fear.

am i over it? Yes, I feel it's near

 

I always felt that you stabbed me in the back.

I wanted to retaliate, hit you fucking back

Mental awareness I use to fucking lack.

Now I imitate, wearing all black

but In all fairness, not only Inherited that.

I learned not to be careless, I thank you for that

But now i'm letting it all go,

hope you enjoyed the show, cuz deep down I know