Sing about me

I'm tired i just wanna rap

I mean if I don't who will?

 

I am the prisoner ,victim of this same algorithm we call routine

maybe I should just change the system maybe I had some autism but i'mma use my wisdom and

Follow my Mental rhythm

Am i just an organism or there's somethin inside we call a soul am i the soul that was made for a certain goal

Or this whole concept is wrong,false

Beyond what I thought

My whole existence was a fault

Am i wrong or right

I rly don't know

The day I started realizing , analyzing,

visualizing , in actuality,life turns into a strife

Am i payin the price?

I'm not askin much i just want a slice of life

a Wise man once

Said you can do anything you put

Your mind to

life is nothing but obstacles

Obstacle after obstacle in front of my optical I see nothing but failure

And shattered dreams

I'm tired of the same routine (indeed)

Starin at the phone screen (indeed)

Controlled by a machine (indeed)

Pain is unseen (indeed)

Hopin for a miracle to reach the pinnacle

hopes,dream nothin but words

, I'm not being cynical

Nothin in life goes with Ease

What I wanna be

They never ask what do you wanna be

Uaghhh

You'll eventually get rid of me

The fucks wrong with Every person i see or i meet

No I'm not sad , desperate depressed

Y'all called me that

I'm being myself

I swear to God i don't wanna kill myself

I don't wanna live like this

Did I choose to be like this?

Am i talking to myself!!

Accept the truth don't insist

I can no longer resist

Sometimes these questions hit

When is my last day?

Pray that i don't end up like prey

Im so far away,

Stray

Wassup hey

 

V2

 

now, the first verse is done and I'm really in a battle with my thoughts to prevent em from taking out the gun

Searching for a light in a dark night

This is why i write and write

I see myself between these words

Creating worlds using these words

This is what i crave

I wanna leave a trace before i hit the

Fuckin grave

Uaghhh

I'm telling you what I don't say in front of everybody

I'm sorry, if you think I'm cocky

cuz I'm not like everybody

I am still nobody,not until I become somebody

Sometimes

I wish my mind could be as empty as I seem from the outside. I can't escape or hide; it's like the tide

You can only see the impact

I'm trapped, I'm strapped,

I can't do any act ,any react,I'm trying to adapt

that's a fact

You wanna know why I'm always upset

The past that i can't forget

Only what I wanna forget remains in my mind

Will the future carry the same picture

Of failure ?

Or it's gonna be a different adventure

No i don't need a therapy lecture

I wanna help myself and people who could relate to my pain and gain love instead of hate

Man I'm losing my mind

Man I'm losing my mind

Man I'm wasting my time

Man i gotta finish this rhyme

This is not Goodbye

I might die

Even when i die

I promise you that I'll fly

I'll touch the sky

I'll break through these bars

What i have left r those scars

I'll reach for the stars

Flops

Flops

Teardrop

These songs i write

This struggle

This Pain caused by one thing

Called money?

I absolutely refuse to believe that

Damn