9:25 am freestyle by Brexton

She on my mind, tryna fill in the gaps, she want it bad

 

Give her heart attacks, put her in cardiac, yeah, this nigga bad

 

Yeah, she so damn bad, hope you die in a fire bitch

 

Way too fucking tired bitch

 

Shots to your temple, playin' wit' my mental

 

She thought she was special, she was not successful

 

I know that I fucked up on every goddamn level

 

I know that my luck's up, fuck love, whatever

 

When we were together, I thought it was forever

 

Guess my ass was wrong, whooped every clever

 

Can't handle no pressure, sendin' you letters

 

Hope you remember, remember

 

Way back in December I held you closer

 

Now I ain't ever sober, hangin' 'round chain smokers

 

She was in my head yeah she just want me dead yeah

 

Don't know what is next yeah sleepin' in my bed yeah

 

I wake up with dread, I wake up and sweat yeah

 

I feel so damn idiotic for ever thinking we could be friends yeah

 

Can we make amends yeah? I guess it depends yeah

 

I guess we met our end yeah, now you ridin' trends, yeah

 

See life thru them cherry-red lens, yea, all them messages I sent, yeah

 

You were a ten outta ten yeah, all this time I spent yeah

 

I don't give a fuck 'bout what you lend yeah

 

I just want reality to bend yeah, grab my pen

 

Write down some songs and ascend, I was better off wit' yo' friend

 

Really thought what we had was a gem

 

Break my heart and watch me descend, yeah

 

I guess we all need cleansed, I'm tired of trying to pretend

 

I'm so suicidal with the people I defend

 

The people I surround myself with want me dead

 

You got me so bent, yeah, lil' girl left a dent

 

So fucked up, I hop in the whip, I hop in the Benz

 

Why was I ever your damn boyfriend? Why were you ever my damn girlfriend?

 

I'll be down bad when the world ends

 

What am I gon' do when you go wit' Glenn?

 

I never knew this is how it would end

 

I guess I was a fool for that, yeah, really thought I was cool for that

 

What am I gon' do with that? I thought you knew it's bad

 

You didn't, I guess we isn't friends no more, forget it

 

Some things are better left unforgiven

 

In my position, I was makin' all these bad decisions

 

I was stuck inside my mind, it was like my prison

 

I didn't wanna keep on livin' with the life I fucking live in

 

All you niggas got these visions meanwhile I'm stuck in opposition

 

My opps done did it, I ain't get no recognition

 

Break my heart and make it yo mission

 

All you niggas don't give me no minutes

 

To recollect myself and y'all never fucking listen

 

My mama told me to listen I never listened now I know what's missin'

 

I'm money-driven these hoes don't get it they don't get my addiction

 

This pain's so addicting I guess my ass be addicted

 

All you niggas are bitches witches and snitches

 

Don't you get it? I'm broken beyond fixing

 

Stuck in despair beyond repair why you even go there? I'm suspicious

 

Got my suspicions if it's fact or fictious, was our love just fiction?

 

All these niggas be dissin', me? I'm tired of the competition

 

Y'all sign petitions for my deathbed, for my ambition

 

Now I'm suicidal, and you hoes are wicked

 

Why you all so twisted? You won't get forgiveness

 

Lost in the collision, mark me with incision

 

I fucked up, I didn't wanna give in, now I'm fucked up, not what I envisioned

 

Guess I'm imprisoned, none of this shit comes to fruition

 

You took the key from my heart, you not forgiving

 

You done broke me and my religion, thought yo love was a special edition

 

You is a bitch and your friends are merely additions

 

All of you niggas cannot mind yo business

 

I'm so fucked up but I'm gon' be religious

 

You is a ho in disguise, you is the definition

 

Of all all girls are the same, broke my heart, left me insane

 

And I can feel it thru my veins, my love is just in vain

 

Grab me a couple of Plain Jane's, I don't want no witness

 

You didn't get me shit for Christmas, no

 

You and your friends give me death wishes, oh

 

I just wanna fly, end this sickness, she say I'm the sickest

 

Girl I'm just ambitious, I got all the ammunition

 

She told me go swim with them fishes, my bars be vicious

 

You fucking did this to me and said it was delicious

 

Now I'm fucked up and went from rags to riches

 

But I got all this money and I'm good at bein' a musician

 

But I don't got no one to love me or give me hugs or kisses

 

What the fuck is love if love is merely just malicious?

 

You done broke my heart but lie to me sayin' you miss this

 

Miss what? Breakin' my heart and say you didn't?

 

Yeah, she said, "I'll love you on one condition"

 

She want me dead, she burn my bridges

 

She was so precious but now she isn't, nah

 

I'ma wash them dishes, my pockets be fitted

 

My pockets be the fittest, you say I'm just bitchin'

 

You say I'm just trippin', consciousness be slippin'

 

As I continue sippin', love dat lean, niggas don't get this

 

She say she love me but she never listen

 

Money on me that's the dough I been gettin'

 

Tellin' on me and fucking cherry-picking

 

This grave I'm digging got my head splittin'

 

My head's spinnin', high notes I'm hittin'

 

I done fucked myself up, yeah, and it's sticking

 

Bit by bit bitch I do your bidding with the crimes I've been committing

 

Tryna run but keep misclicking I could never really admit it

 

You made my ass feel so submissive with all dem guys that you've been kissing

 

Oh well fuck my life and strip it of its originality and fucking kick it

 

Bars I'm spitting I spit it better than y'all and I ain't kidding

 

All you niggas forbidding me, your tone be clippin'

 

And your eyebrows be knitting, yeah

 

These hoes be skinny dipping, yeah

 

She in my bed, but I'm just quitting, huh, huh

 

I been hitting licks and, prolly devious licking

 

In my head my sanity is tipping, huh, you got my heart skippin'

 

I guess time just be ticking, broke my heart, now it's limping

 

I don't know how you always manage to slip in

 

Got me tripping, Glocky I'm equipping

 

Bridges I've been chipping, always fucking sinning

 

Never ever winning, she say, "It's just the beginning"

 

All you niggas be tripping, y'all niggas be skidding

 

I'm fucking up, teeth be gritting, huh-uh

 

What to do? I suck at forgetting, huh, I can't do division

 

Breaking hearts is your tradition, without anyone's permission

 

7 minutes of Heaven, hit they asses with precision

 

Now you tryna lie to me and you start repetition

 

You said you would die for me but you didn't

 

You said you would try for me but you didn't

 

Sayin' you would lie for me but you didn't

 

Sayin' you would ride for me but you didn't

 

Now I know you lied to me, it's vivid

 

What a fucking sight to see, got me stricken

 

Now I know you ain't gon' ride with me, guilt-ridden

 

Now I know you ain't fine wit' me, you a villain

 

I been pill poppin' and you got me so livid

 

I pivot my divots I stay rigid and frigid

 

I stay so cold like I'm Christian so unforgiving so forget this

 

Forget it forget shit forget all the songs I've written

 

You never pay me no visits, huh, I've reached my limit

 

Mama say I'm gifted, but am I really? Crimes I've committed

 

Time in prison, yeah, the behavior I exhibit

 

All my rhymes explicit, you just got me lifted

 

Fucked up to silence my critics, another trip to the clinic

 

You tryna be civic, it'll get you a one way ticket

 

To bein' shot up, never timid, you tried to mimic

 

My personality, prolific, fucked up, I got tired of your gimmicks

 

I guess your love was scripted, yeah

 

Fuck off, do not get specific, you ruined my image

 

You broke my spirit, yeah, I guess I'm a grimace

 

I don't care no more, this world? I try to rid it

 

Of bad people like you, but it don't work out, I never finished

 

My shit is just diminished, all this shit I've fucking witnessed

 

Fucked me up and made me vicious, guess she say I get the ribbon

 

She want me dead, she don't want me to get no Guinness

 

Inside my head I guess it's good riddance

 

Inside my bed I guess it's good riddance

 

I keep hidden, yeah, fuck your insistence

 

You tryna insist shit, I don't really get this

 

Nah nah